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i dont know how to explain how i feel...on one hand im so happy its ridiculous and on the other im drowning...its like i have so many emotions going my brain doesnt know how to react...its fucking bullshit...i have this sick feeling in my stomach all the time...whats wrong with me? half the time i dont even know what im upset about and the other half i get super pissed off over stupid shit like losing a pool game...i literally almost snapped my cue over the table...fuck it