HURRY BACK HOME 02
this chapter was weird xD...didnt look so long in spanish...
Title: Hurry back home
Author: namelesshachi (Park Hachimi)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: drama, angst
Length: 4 chapters
Pairing: YooSu (slight HoSu) mentions of JaeMin
Disclaimer: they're not mine! i'm not that lucky
A/N: my first Yoosu! and first in english!!...
Summary: Yoochun and Junsu have been fighting about Yoochun's work. Suddenly Junsu starts ignoring Yoochun. (not good in summaries...sorry =S)
the past: CH 01
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I locked myself in the studio for a few hours, I don’t want to know about anything, I had to wait for Junsu to come back. My neck is aching, and then I wake up. I guess I fall asleep in the desk. I look by the window, is morning again, I can’t tell if he already came back or not.
I go straight to the room, the door is open now, I go silently, and then I see him, peacefully sleeping, cutely hugging a pillow. I sit in the bed, hearing his breathing, his serene expression, his lips, his soft hair, all his beautiful self. I reach to touch his hair. He rolls in the bed and I put my hand away. -Don’t want to wake you up my love-.
My eyes scan the room, there are clothes in the floor, all of it is Junsu’s. I can see my shoes in the corner of the closet, all in a line, some of my shirts in the open drawers, two lay on the floor. I pass my fingers on one of the shirts, feeling the essence. I turn and something caught my attention in the drawers next to the bed, is open. Awesome! Is the charger for my laptop! I go to grab it then i look in the contents of the drawer and i notice a small bottle, I’m about to take it. -Chunnie- I turn when he calls my name and hugs the pillow even more. Still sleeping. I take the cable and go out.
I plug my laptop before i go out the house, to take a little walk, I need to think. It’s a sunny clear day, im’ walking slowly, till I get to a well known park. I sit in a bench then a small soccer ball rolls in front of me, a small boy runs after it and I stop it with my foot, the boys grabs it and smiles at me, then runs away with the ball in his little hands.
My mind gets fill with memories all of the sudden. Junsu running after Changmin ‘cause he broke his new soccer ball. “Min!! Get back here right now!! It was a new one!!” Changmin ran into me and hide behind my back “Hyung! So good to see you…Save me from the beast!!” Junsu practically jump on me to get Changmin, then the three fell on the hard floor.
His eyes got stuck in mine, and it was eternal. Till “screaming Changmin” brought us back to reality. “YAA! You two! Get the hell off me!!”. After that moment, i knew you were my everything.
My vision gets blurred, I notice I’m crying, how long I’ve been siting here? I better get back home. In the road back home I see Jaejoong-hyung’s restaurant, it might me nice talk to him. I get in but I can’t seem to find him, like always I just go to the back, looking for him in the kitchen, but I only find one young boy cutting some vegetables, pretty much into his work. I keep walking to Jaejoong-hyung’s office, a beautiful one, all in transparent glass. I get close and I can see him and Changmin in a big couch that I guess must be new, never seen it before. Hyung’s head is resting against Changmin’s shoulder; the latter’s hand stroking his hair soflty. Wow! Those two seems that finally got together! I always told Hyung if he was going to wait til I die to confess to Min!! They seem so into their own world, they don’t notice me outside, Changmin kisses Hyung’s forehead so sweetly. I laugh at the cute escene in front of me, I’m gonna brake the moment when I see Yunho-hyung coming from the kitchen. I look around me, next the office is a little space before the wall, like a small corridor, so I hide in there. I don’t want to face him now, I need to know better what is going on.
Yunho knocks on the glass door and the two inside come out. -Yunho! How was it yesterday?-
-Not so good, I almost dragged him out of the house-
-You need to get him out! Is not doing any good for him-
Changmin manteins silent, looking down. -Changmin-ah! You understand why we do this right?-
Jaejoong touches his chin to make him to look at his face. -I get it!, and is the best for Junsu, he is being hurt so much, by this, by him…is just…
-Min! it’s ok…I know Yoochun means a lot to you, but…-
-Is just not fair!- Changmin releases himself from Jaejoong and gets out of the place running, he follows, while Yunho stays for a few seconds, looking toughful, then leaves the place also.
I can’t move again, is all this possible?! My friends! My brothers, they want to take Junsu away from me?! What could possibly make them want to do that?! I still remember this happened once a little long ago. Junsu left the house after a big fight we had. He saw me with a girl from the office, but it was all wrong! A stupid misunderstanding! She was the daughter of the editor, all spoiled and rich, she thought she could have all she wanted. I just kept avoiding her, and she wouldn’t stop annoying me. One day I went to the office while Junsu waited in the car, I just had to drop some files. She went inside my office, took me by surprise, she even tried to kiss me!, “your little boyfriend won’t know a thing!” I grabbed her arms to get her off me when Junsu walk into the office. “What the hell are you doing?” He just ran away, I ran after him but couldn’t find him. When i got home he wasn’t there, Yunho hyung called me “Junsu is at Changmin’s…what did you do to him?! He’s been crying since he got here!. Yoochun! What the hell did you do this time?!” I tried to explain but all i could do was end up crying myself. In that time, Changmin wouldn’t speak to me, not till I got to talk to Junsu. And till Junsu himself swore to Min that we were fine and I wasn’t the “evil cheating monster”, he talked to me again. They always take care of you! And you run for their protection when I make you cry.
My head hurts! Tons of memories run through it, so many things, your blushed face when I caught you staring at me, when I asked you out, our first kiss, when we moved out together, the first night in the new house, when you first let me make dinner and I almost burned out the kitchen, when we got a cat that I swear hated me! When we give the cat to your mom and he still stares at me when we visit her. I walk back home very slowly I know I should get inside, work things out, but I can’t seem to find the way, I just don’t know. -I don’t get it! What I did this time!!, you don’t call, don’t even talk to me!...is like-.
Can’t tell how long I stayed outside the house, till I open the door then I hear Junsu on the phone from the bedroom. -Ok Hyung!...i’ll go! Just cause you insisted ok?! See you in a few minutes-. He takes his jacket and goes out quickly. I walk slowly way behind him in the street, I think he senses someone following him, he keeps looking back and his back looks tensed. He walks till Yunho’s place, I stop, he knocks, Yunho comes out and they go inside.
Yunho’s place is so great, is a small house, you can see the bedroom at the left of the main corridor, the kitchen in the end and a small dining room. There’s a huge window in the side of the house, is his room, Jaejoong and I used to sneak out in the middle of the night after getting back drunk from a party, sleep in his floor and laugh at his shocked expression in the morning.
I look trough that window and see Yunho’s room, he is sitting by the bed in a chair, he has Junsu’s hand on his own while sitting on the bed, Junsu’s face covered in small tears. I have to know how far this will go.
-Junsuyah!! Is the best for you! To all of us! Please understand! You have to get out of there-
-But Hyung, i don’t want to-
-Is tearing you apart! Look at yourself!-
-I…I can’t, I don’t want to…just before coming here, i went down the basement, the laptop was on…I sit by it to look at our photos, all looks so wonderful and perfect, our smiling faces, you guys laughing along…how all that vanished away?!-
-Junsu please! Don’t say those things!-
-There’s moments when i want to leave it all behind…throw all his things out! His clothes, run away…but i hear his piano playing…i know is for me! Just for me, no mistakes, no fights…even if I won’t talk to him, or if he doesn’t see me, every single note is mine! Just like he is mine! And I’m his-.
-See what I mean?!. I have to get you out of that place….let me help you-
-NOO!!- He gets up and ran out the house, Yunho stops him in the entrance, Junsu falls on his knees and Yunho follows and hugs him tightly. Their lips search for each other till they found in a deep, desperate kiss. From Junsu’s closed eyes, I can see the huge tears coming out. -Yunho!...i can’t! I can’t do this anymore! I don’t know what to do!-
Yunho takes his lips again, they get up and he leads him inside the house again.
I fall in the floor, right below the window, how I wish to just run away! My legs won’t respond, I just can’t! , Don’t you love me?! How can you do this?! Am i such a huge mistake to you?! How can’t those two do this to me!? My eyes are blurred, i hug my knees strong, close my eyes tightly, hoping this would be a dream! To wake up when Junsu throws a pillow at me then tickles me to death!. I can’t turn off the sounds, not move my body, and not stop crying. And as much as my push my hands against my ears, I keep hearing his voice, mixed with those soft moans that were meant to be just mine.
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>>>Go to Chapter 3
Title: Hurry back home
Author: namelesshachi (Park Hachimi)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: drama, angst
Length: 4 chapters
Pairing: YooSu (slight HoSu) mentions of JaeMin
Disclaimer: they're not mine! i'm not that lucky
A/N: my first Yoosu! and first in english!!...
Summary: Yoochun and Junsu have been fighting about Yoochun's work. Suddenly Junsu starts ignoring Yoochun. (not good in summaries...sorry =S)
the past: CH 01
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I locked myself in the studio for a few hours, I don’t want to know about anything, I had to wait for Junsu to come back. My neck is aching, and then I wake up. I guess I fall asleep in the desk. I look by the window, is morning again, I can’t tell if he already came back or not.
I go straight to the room, the door is open now, I go silently, and then I see him, peacefully sleeping, cutely hugging a pillow. I sit in the bed, hearing his breathing, his serene expression, his lips, his soft hair, all his beautiful self. I reach to touch his hair. He rolls in the bed and I put my hand away. -Don’t want to wake you up my love-.
My eyes scan the room, there are clothes in the floor, all of it is Junsu’s. I can see my shoes in the corner of the closet, all in a line, some of my shirts in the open drawers, two lay on the floor. I pass my fingers on one of the shirts, feeling the essence. I turn and something caught my attention in the drawers next to the bed, is open. Awesome! Is the charger for my laptop! I go to grab it then i look in the contents of the drawer and i notice a small bottle, I’m about to take it. -Chunnie- I turn when he calls my name and hugs the pillow even more. Still sleeping. I take the cable and go out.
I plug my laptop before i go out the house, to take a little walk, I need to think. It’s a sunny clear day, im’ walking slowly, till I get to a well known park. I sit in a bench then a small soccer ball rolls in front of me, a small boy runs after it and I stop it with my foot, the boys grabs it and smiles at me, then runs away with the ball in his little hands.
My mind gets fill with memories all of the sudden. Junsu running after Changmin ‘cause he broke his new soccer ball. “Min!! Get back here right now!! It was a new one!!” Changmin ran into me and hide behind my back “Hyung! So good to see you…Save me from the beast!!” Junsu practically jump on me to get Changmin, then the three fell on the hard floor.
His eyes got stuck in mine, and it was eternal. Till “screaming Changmin” brought us back to reality. “YAA! You two! Get the hell off me!!”. After that moment, i knew you were my everything.
My vision gets blurred, I notice I’m crying, how long I’ve been siting here? I better get back home. In the road back home I see Jaejoong-hyung’s restaurant, it might me nice talk to him. I get in but I can’t seem to find him, like always I just go to the back, looking for him in the kitchen, but I only find one young boy cutting some vegetables, pretty much into his work. I keep walking to Jaejoong-hyung’s office, a beautiful one, all in transparent glass. I get close and I can see him and Changmin in a big couch that I guess must be new, never seen it before. Hyung’s head is resting against Changmin’s shoulder; the latter’s hand stroking his hair soflty. Wow! Those two seems that finally got together! I always told Hyung if he was going to wait til I die to confess to Min!! They seem so into their own world, they don’t notice me outside, Changmin kisses Hyung’s forehead so sweetly. I laugh at the cute escene in front of me, I’m gonna brake the moment when I see Yunho-hyung coming from the kitchen. I look around me, next the office is a little space before the wall, like a small corridor, so I hide in there. I don’t want to face him now, I need to know better what is going on.
Yunho knocks on the glass door and the two inside come out. -Yunho! How was it yesterday?-
-Not so good, I almost dragged him out of the house-
-You need to get him out! Is not doing any good for him-
Changmin manteins silent, looking down. -Changmin-ah! You understand why we do this right?-
Jaejoong touches his chin to make him to look at his face. -I get it!, and is the best for Junsu, he is being hurt so much, by this, by him…is just…
-Min! it’s ok…I know Yoochun means a lot to you, but…-
-Is just not fair!- Changmin releases himself from Jaejoong and gets out of the place running, he follows, while Yunho stays for a few seconds, looking toughful, then leaves the place also.
I can’t move again, is all this possible?! My friends! My brothers, they want to take Junsu away from me?! What could possibly make them want to do that?! I still remember this happened once a little long ago. Junsu left the house after a big fight we had. He saw me with a girl from the office, but it was all wrong! A stupid misunderstanding! She was the daughter of the editor, all spoiled and rich, she thought she could have all she wanted. I just kept avoiding her, and she wouldn’t stop annoying me. One day I went to the office while Junsu waited in the car, I just had to drop some files. She went inside my office, took me by surprise, she even tried to kiss me!, “your little boyfriend won’t know a thing!” I grabbed her arms to get her off me when Junsu walk into the office. “What the hell are you doing?” He just ran away, I ran after him but couldn’t find him. When i got home he wasn’t there, Yunho hyung called me “Junsu is at Changmin’s…what did you do to him?! He’s been crying since he got here!. Yoochun! What the hell did you do this time?!” I tried to explain but all i could do was end up crying myself. In that time, Changmin wouldn’t speak to me, not till I got to talk to Junsu. And till Junsu himself swore to Min that we were fine and I wasn’t the “evil cheating monster”, he talked to me again. They always take care of you! And you run for their protection when I make you cry.
My head hurts! Tons of memories run through it, so many things, your blushed face when I caught you staring at me, when I asked you out, our first kiss, when we moved out together, the first night in the new house, when you first let me make dinner and I almost burned out the kitchen, when we got a cat that I swear hated me! When we give the cat to your mom and he still stares at me when we visit her. I walk back home very slowly I know I should get inside, work things out, but I can’t seem to find the way, I just don’t know. -I don’t get it! What I did this time!!, you don’t call, don’t even talk to me!...is like-.
Can’t tell how long I stayed outside the house, till I open the door then I hear Junsu on the phone from the bedroom. -Ok Hyung!...i’ll go! Just cause you insisted ok?! See you in a few minutes-. He takes his jacket and goes out quickly. I walk slowly way behind him in the street, I think he senses someone following him, he keeps looking back and his back looks tensed. He walks till Yunho’s place, I stop, he knocks, Yunho comes out and they go inside.
Yunho’s place is so great, is a small house, you can see the bedroom at the left of the main corridor, the kitchen in the end and a small dining room. There’s a huge window in the side of the house, is his room, Jaejoong and I used to sneak out in the middle of the night after getting back drunk from a party, sleep in his floor and laugh at his shocked expression in the morning.
I look trough that window and see Yunho’s room, he is sitting by the bed in a chair, he has Junsu’s hand on his own while sitting on the bed, Junsu’s face covered in small tears. I have to know how far this will go.
-Junsuyah!! Is the best for you! To all of us! Please understand! You have to get out of there-
-But Hyung, i don’t want to-
-Is tearing you apart! Look at yourself!-
-I…I can’t, I don’t want to…just before coming here, i went down the basement, the laptop was on…I sit by it to look at our photos, all looks so wonderful and perfect, our smiling faces, you guys laughing along…how all that vanished away?!-
-Junsu please! Don’t say those things!-
-There’s moments when i want to leave it all behind…throw all his things out! His clothes, run away…but i hear his piano playing…i know is for me! Just for me, no mistakes, no fights…even if I won’t talk to him, or if he doesn’t see me, every single note is mine! Just like he is mine! And I’m his-.
-See what I mean?!. I have to get you out of that place….let me help you-
-NOO!!- He gets up and ran out the house, Yunho stops him in the entrance, Junsu falls on his knees and Yunho follows and hugs him tightly. Their lips search for each other till they found in a deep, desperate kiss. From Junsu’s closed eyes, I can see the huge tears coming out. -Yunho!...i can’t! I can’t do this anymore! I don’t know what to do!-
Yunho takes his lips again, they get up and he leads him inside the house again.
I fall in the floor, right below the window, how I wish to just run away! My legs won’t respond, I just can’t! , Don’t you love me?! How can you do this?! Am i such a huge mistake to you?! How can’t those two do this to me!? My eyes are blurred, i hug my knees strong, close my eyes tightly, hoping this would be a dream! To wake up when Junsu throws a pillow at me then tickles me to death!. I can’t turn off the sounds, not move my body, and not stop crying. And as much as my push my hands against my ears, I keep hearing his voice, mixed with those soft moans that were meant to be just mine.
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>>>Go to Chapter 3