AHHHH....

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-i miss my friends

-i miss my boyfriend

-i miss having a life

-i miss the good old days

-i miss my past relationship and friendships

-i hate my friends

-i hate my boyfiend

-i hate my life

- i hated the good old days

-i hated my past relationships and friendships

-i love my friends

-i love my boyfriend

-i love having a life

- i loved the good old days

-i loved my past relationships and friendships

im quite indecisive

i don't know what i want in life....

the other nite when i stayed at ryan's he was holding me and i just started to cry...i don't know why...but i kind of freaked him out a bit

i'm happy...and have what i want...yet i'm unhappy