"I'M A NEW MAN....THE NEW RYAN!"
"You guys have sex hun!?!?....Why am I asking..I know you guys do!"- My mother
"Ryan i know that you and allison are sexually active...and u hope you use protection!"- Ryan's Mother
"Yeah..i walked in on them once!" Ryan's Dad to dawn
"I know you had sex in my bed!!!"- Dawn
now no one is out of the loop......it's quite embarassing...sadatae!
and now.....
love letters from mexico
allison i miss you soo much, those pictures made me
miss you even more, i need to see you as soon as
possible... Maybe on friday you can just be with me
and come to rehearsal at merrily or something, i dont
know but i need to see you, that pic of you alone, i
looked at it for like a half hour, i didnt even move,
its now like 3 am here and i cant sleep because i wish
you were beside me, not even in a sexual at all, i
just need your arms around me, i want to hold you, to
feel you, i want to show you how much i love and care
about you, araraggg (thats a frustration sigh put into
a word) I dont think i have ever been so lovesick for
someone, and it didnt start till i was 700 miles away
from you, you seem completley out of reach, you are
completley out of reach!! i am going to go soo crazy,
i just have to see you, just fly down or drive or
walk, i will meet you half way, lol. well i g2g and
stop rambling on about how i miss you... bye
I love you sooo much, dont leave me, i know you
wont, but dont even think about it right now ok?
love Ryan
i was just tellin max how happy i am because i now feel the way i used to feel for you again, i miss feeling this way. And i always knew that i did feel this way but i didnt actually feel this way about you, now i do, its ridiculous how much i love you, i cant even explain how much i feel for you right now, i am not trying to be corny, but because i am very tipsy right now, its the only way i can explain it. But i guess all that i want to make sure you know; is that, i no, we, us as a two people, are now at a point where we can expess our care and love for eachother in a different way besides sex, you know? like i feel now all the time that i want just hold y
ou and kiss you and be with you, rather than just like fuck you, i want to be with you and be a part of you, not just your b/f but more like your companion. well anyway, i have got to drink a lot of water and go to bed...
i love you so much and i need you in my life and i am not going to let you go
love
Ryan
saw him yesterday...seems to be staying true to his word...lets see for how long....
my gifts from mexico....
-a necklace
-a braclet
-and matching rings for both ryan and i to wear on our ring fingers..they are "not really wedding rings....but kind of the same thing..to symbolize our love"
"Ryan i know that you and allison are sexually active...and u hope you use protection!"- Ryan's Mother
"Yeah..i walked in on them once!" Ryan's Dad to dawn
"I know you had sex in my bed!!!"- Dawn
now no one is out of the loop......it's quite embarassing...sadatae!
and now.....
love letters from mexico
allison i miss you soo much, those pictures made me
miss you even more, i need to see you as soon as
possible... Maybe on friday you can just be with me
and come to rehearsal at merrily or something, i dont
know but i need to see you, that pic of you alone, i
looked at it for like a half hour, i didnt even move,
its now like 3 am here and i cant sleep because i wish
you were beside me, not even in a sexual at all, i
just need your arms around me, i want to hold you, to
feel you, i want to show you how much i love and care
about you, araraggg (thats a frustration sigh put into
a word) I dont think i have ever been so lovesick for
someone, and it didnt start till i was 700 miles away
from you, you seem completley out of reach, you are
completley out of reach!! i am going to go soo crazy,
i just have to see you, just fly down or drive or
walk, i will meet you half way, lol. well i g2g and
stop rambling on about how i miss you... bye
I love you sooo much, dont leave me, i know you
wont, but dont even think about it right now ok?
love Ryan
i was just tellin max how happy i am because i now feel the way i used to feel for you again, i miss feeling this way. And i always knew that i did feel this way but i didnt actually feel this way about you, now i do, its ridiculous how much i love you, i cant even explain how much i feel for you right now, i am not trying to be corny, but because i am very tipsy right now, its the only way i can explain it. But i guess all that i want to make sure you know; is that, i no, we, us as a two people, are now at a point where we can expess our care and love for eachother in a different way besides sex, you know? like i feel now all the time that i want just hold y
ou and kiss you and be with you, rather than just like fuck you, i want to be with you and be a part of you, not just your b/f but more like your companion. well anyway, i have got to drink a lot of water and go to bed...
i love you so much and i need you in my life and i am not going to let you go
love
Ryan
saw him yesterday...seems to be staying true to his word...lets see for how long....
my gifts from mexico....
-a necklace
-a braclet
-and matching rings for both ryan and i to wear on our ring fingers..they are "not really wedding rings....but kind of the same thing..to symbolize our love"