long time no update
well hello there. I hope everyone's summer is going well. Mine is so far hehe u know the party thing almost everynight except for the past week its just been work work work...almost 40 hours though so i'ma have a phat paycheck hehe. So for this update i got a few things i've written recently since my good friend hillary wants to see my writing....nowhere near as good as hers but you would have to see it urself...anyway leave some comments if u want...just remember that if u don't....i remember what u did last summer hehe!!
So the first thing i'ma put is a remix to a song that's been stuck in my head since it came out....u know the mariah carey one lol yeah so i did added my own verse cuz i'm sweet like that. I suppose i'll embarrass myself and leave the lyrics for all to see :). by the way it sounds a lot better than it looks lol, and i also had someone do the 2nd verse (sounds kinda funky but we won't let him know that)
this is one of those songs that make you wanna pull ur girl down right by ur side
and on a cool calm night u wanna take her out on a ride
this ain't no sex game girl just tryin to show off my pride
and yet yet u up and dissapeared , but where would u hide
she left a note a note fore me that said she didn't love me anymore
how i broke down askin why the hell she let me go
it hurt so deep but i didn't know why my baby would leave me
i thought my baby girl could not go on without my love
and here i am, all alone, sittin by myself
did she leave me for someone else or take off by herself
i wonder if i felt too hard for my baby girl
or did i not feel enough to pass over the bar?
i miss her touch,i miss her lips, i miss the bliss and joy
and i miss fallin asleep wit my baby girl right by my side
so please baby come back to my side because
when you left i lost a part of me
its still so hard to believe
come back baby please
cuz we belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody better
We belong together
i ain't slept in days
cuz u on my mind all the time
then i heard Bobby Womack on the radio
Singing to me
"if you think your lonely now"
wait a minute
this song cuts in too deep
so i catch a ride i my whip
tryin to flip the script in my head
and then i heard babyface
" only think of you"
its like i couldn't catch a break and i needed a way
then mariah came and sung and she took it all away
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together
Anyway as u can tell i'm not really great with songs but i'm workin on that...anyway next is prolly my favorite piece of writing. i wrote it when i couldn't think of anything to write (don't even try to understand that lol) but of course i'll put it up for u guys
i'm finally running out of things to write when my pen hits the paper my mind draws a blank. i'm neither happy nor sad just lost in the space between. the life of my pen has died and the lines on my paper melt away. my mind thinks of nothing now even as my words blur together. What i considered a way to show my feelings is now just a dull memory, clouded by the death of a creative mind.
well that's gonna bee it for now i suppose...maybe for my next update u can read some of my action scenes hehe until then this is what i've learned from life expierence lately.
1.the only person i can and should trust is me
2.the person i love really don't feel the same way, and i should prolly finally let her go
3.its a mistake letting people in my life because i'd just get scrwed over and over
4.Being screwed over and over really sucks
5.Depression and suicidal thoughs are more common then i though.
6.Happiness...the rarest thing i can find now-a-days
7.Don't stand people up...even if its not on purpose
8.Bustin ur ass to see all of ur friends isn't always a good thing
9.Being doomed to single-ness for the rest of your life really sucks
10.When ur heart is constantly toyed with, u go through some crazy ass emotions (my emo-blender theory)
So the first thing i'ma put is a remix to a song that's been stuck in my head since it came out....u know the mariah carey one lol yeah so i did added my own verse cuz i'm sweet like that. I suppose i'll embarrass myself and leave the lyrics for all to see :). by the way it sounds a lot better than it looks lol, and i also had someone do the 2nd verse (sounds kinda funky but we won't let him know that)
this is one of those songs that make you wanna pull ur girl down right by ur side
and on a cool calm night u wanna take her out on a ride
this ain't no sex game girl just tryin to show off my pride
and yet yet u up and dissapeared , but where would u hide
she left a note a note fore me that said she didn't love me anymore
how i broke down askin why the hell she let me go
it hurt so deep but i didn't know why my baby would leave me
i thought my baby girl could not go on without my love
and here i am, all alone, sittin by myself
did she leave me for someone else or take off by herself
i wonder if i felt too hard for my baby girl
or did i not feel enough to pass over the bar?
i miss her touch,i miss her lips, i miss the bliss and joy
and i miss fallin asleep wit my baby girl right by my side
so please baby come back to my side because
when you left i lost a part of me
its still so hard to believe
come back baby please
cuz we belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody better
We belong together
i ain't slept in days
cuz u on my mind all the time
then i heard Bobby Womack on the radio
Singing to me
"if you think your lonely now"
wait a minute
this song cuts in too deep
so i catch a ride i my whip
tryin to flip the script in my head
and then i heard babyface
" only think of you"
its like i couldn't catch a break and i needed a way
then mariah came and sung and she took it all away
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together
Anyway as u can tell i'm not really great with songs but i'm workin on that...anyway next is prolly my favorite piece of writing. i wrote it when i couldn't think of anything to write (don't even try to understand that lol) but of course i'll put it up for u guys
i'm finally running out of things to write when my pen hits the paper my mind draws a blank. i'm neither happy nor sad just lost in the space between. the life of my pen has died and the lines on my paper melt away. my mind thinks of nothing now even as my words blur together. What i considered a way to show my feelings is now just a dull memory, clouded by the death of a creative mind.
well that's gonna bee it for now i suppose...maybe for my next update u can read some of my action scenes hehe until then this is what i've learned from life expierence lately.
1.the only person i can and should trust is me
2.the person i love really don't feel the same way, and i should prolly finally let her go
3.its a mistake letting people in my life because i'd just get scrwed over and over
4.Being screwed over and over really sucks
5.Depression and suicidal thoughs are more common then i though.
6.Happiness...the rarest thing i can find now-a-days
7.Don't stand people up...even if its not on purpose
8.Bustin ur ass to see all of ur friends isn't always a good thing
9.Being doomed to single-ness for the rest of your life really sucks
10.When ur heart is constantly toyed with, u go through some crazy ass emotions (my emo-blender theory)