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Let's see how many entries I can write in a row that nobody responds to \o/Had an interesting meeting with my therapist today. We talked about how I feel like I haven't accomplished anything yet this semester even though, realistically, I have - I've gone to all my classes, turned all my assignments in on time, gone to all my Repo rehearsals, etc
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I'm so happy for your sister! Congratulations to her~~~
I specifically wanted to comment on this post because of this:
What I think I'm starting to realize about myself is that I've become one of those people who needs to be a certain level of busy in order to not be bored. Which is weird, because it's not like I don't enjoy the free time that I have; I just feel like I'm not doing anything productive with it, I guess.
I figured this out about myself as well. It actually got to the point where over the summer, I would have bouts of mild depression. My anxiety disorder hit at the start of a summer. After a while, I realized that when I don't have a somewhat stressful life--and a routine-- I get really bored and can't focus on what's important, and can't be truly happy. Perhaps some people would say that's not a healthy way to be, but I figure that since I can't really change that about myself, it's better to approach it positively-- keep myself challenged as much as possible. So for example during the summer now, when I know that life will be far less hectic than I need it to be, I make sure that I have new books to read, I study a language, I set a fitness goal...something to keep my mind occupied and humming. ^_^ Anyway, I think it's good that you talked it over with your therapist too! Sometimes just voicing shit makes it make more sense, yanno?
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