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Let's see how many entries I can write in a row that nobody responds to \o/
Had an interesting meeting with my therapist today. We talked about how I feel like I haven't accomplished anything yet this semester even though, realistically, I have - I've gone to all my classes, turned all my assignments in on time, gone to all my Repo rehearsals, etc. ... and yet, I'm frustrated because I feel like I'm wasting time sitting around on my ass and dicking around on the internet, not getting anything done.
What I think I'm starting to realize about myself is that I've become one of those people who needs to be a certain level of busy in order to not be bored. Which is weird, because it's not like I don't enjoy the free time that I have; I just feel like I'm not doing anything productive with it, I guess.
This is all compounded by the fact that I'm being more careful than usual with my money this semester, because I have All-Con and A-kon coming up, as well as three theme shows for Repo, and possibly (if we have any auditions soon) (if all goes well) a core role to get costumes put together for. So, where normally I might be entertaining myself by experimenting in the kitchen or going to movies or something like that, instead I'm spending all my free time (and I have a fair amount of it this semester, being done with class by noon M/W/F) in my room so I can avoid the temptation of spending money I can't afford to spend.
Aaaanyway. I don't really have a conclusion to all of this. So that's all!
edit: Oh right I almost forgot! Kimmie got her first college acceptance letter! :D :D Specifically, for UNT!
Had an interesting meeting with my therapist today. We talked about how I feel like I haven't accomplished anything yet this semester even though, realistically, I have - I've gone to all my classes, turned all my assignments in on time, gone to all my Repo rehearsals, etc. ... and yet, I'm frustrated because I feel like I'm wasting time sitting around on my ass and dicking around on the internet, not getting anything done.
What I think I'm starting to realize about myself is that I've become one of those people who needs to be a certain level of busy in order to not be bored. Which is weird, because it's not like I don't enjoy the free time that I have; I just feel like I'm not doing anything productive with it, I guess.
This is all compounded by the fact that I'm being more careful than usual with my money this semester, because I have All-Con and A-kon coming up, as well as three theme shows for Repo, and possibly (if we have any auditions soon) (if all goes well) a core role to get costumes put together for. So, where normally I might be entertaining myself by experimenting in the kitchen or going to movies or something like that, instead I'm spending all my free time (and I have a fair amount of it this semester, being done with class by noon M/W/F) in my room so I can avoid the temptation of spending money I can't afford to spend.
Aaaanyway. I don't really have a conclusion to all of this. So that's all!
edit: Oh right I almost forgot! Kimmie got her first college acceptance letter! :D :D Specifically, for UNT!