Apr 17, 2005 22:56
A long time ago, I fell in love.
A deeper love than I could ever imagine.
A love that I did not know how to deal with.
A love that completely overwhelmed me and made me feel like I had lost my sense of control.
What would have happened if I had just let it happen?
Let the feelings and thoughts consume me, instead of trying to control them.
Instead of pushing him away.
I was young and immature.
I wonder if I will ever find that love again :-(
*really missing someone special tonight*