This is starting to become a regular occurance
So it seems to me by spending 12 hours on the internet a day you run out of things to do... Especially when you only go to a total of like 5 sites EVER... I mean the only places I go to are here the arizing lmessage board.. myspace and iraqi shootout.. And when I go to myspace I find myself putting in random zip codes just to see what kind of people live in that area... I have been thinking a lot lately about my life and wherther I am happy with it.. And I don't think I am, I realized that I need someone. Someone who I can come home to at night and talk about my day and feel loved. I started talking to someone I haven't talked to in a while.. And it's like we never skipped a beat at first we always joked about being toether nothing serious just play.. But it's like if you want to stay home from school, you tell yourself you are sick.. you will become sick.. In this case I think i am falling in love.. I rush to work everyday to se if she posts or of she emails.. just little signs that show that she is thinking about me get me thru the night. I cuddle my blanket when I sleep wishing it was her and dreaming about how perfect my life would be if I could spend it with her.. One day, one hour, one minute.. One Glance of her beauty is all I ask. but I guess it will have to wait till tomorrow night because she isn't up still and I have 75 pages of people to look thru on myspace.. and for the woman that I have been talking about.. You know who you are I actually do love you you have grown on me I will call you when I get back home.
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