only time will tell
i was doing so well moving on but this week i just lost it. idk if it had to do with the comment josh made to me last week or not but it really made me feel down about myself even tho i know im better than that. it made me wonder if anyone else thinks i deserve this. i hope now no one deserves to be played and lied to. am i really that horrible of a person that for some reason i deserved this life.