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wow... the things that have happened since I last wrote in this journal are epic, for me. My life has actualy changed in the last couple weeks, and I think its about time. I'm happy. Finally. I no longer have matt new in my life, at all. He's cut out, done, and I never thought that would happen. I never thought I'd be so happy when it did happen, either. He deserved getting screamed at, because for 7 years he's been ripping tiny little peices of me apart.
Brett basicly BEGGED to see me this weekend. I said no. I'm proud of myself.
I feel like I'm finally in the right place at school. No more of the 'who should I be impressing' bullshit. Olivia, Ross, Tom, Nema, Jaeger.. they are all an amazing group of people, and I'm really lucky to have them all. They're so non-judgmental, and fantastic.
I had a reallyyy fun time at the halloween party w/them all on friday. I totally got it on with Jaeger, and it was SO GOOD! I'm shocked. Apparently engineers know the mechanics of women very well.. because he was so, freaking, good. ah! I also know he's looking for a girlfriend, he's just busy enough so I wouldn't have to see him 24/7 (because I have discovered thats a very, very bad thing) and he told nema that he's going for me.
yay :)
I wanted to just put as a disclaimer, that I love Sarah. No matter the mistakes you make, you're still a beautiful, honest and fantastic person. I will love you no matter what, and so will those important to you.
<3
Brett basicly BEGGED to see me this weekend. I said no. I'm proud of myself.
I feel like I'm finally in the right place at school. No more of the 'who should I be impressing' bullshit. Olivia, Ross, Tom, Nema, Jaeger.. they are all an amazing group of people, and I'm really lucky to have them all. They're so non-judgmental, and fantastic.
I had a reallyyy fun time at the halloween party w/them all on friday. I totally got it on with Jaeger, and it was SO GOOD! I'm shocked. Apparently engineers know the mechanics of women very well.. because he was so, freaking, good. ah! I also know he's looking for a girlfriend, he's just busy enough so I wouldn't have to see him 24/7 (because I have discovered thats a very, very bad thing) and he told nema that he's going for me.
yay :)
I wanted to just put as a disclaimer, that I love Sarah. No matter the mistakes you make, you're still a beautiful, honest and fantastic person. I will love you no matter what, and so will those important to you.
<3