a long time overdue

[nadelad]

well this is a new start as i am going on a journy with no electricity or internet or phone
i am going on a self situation journy to see if have been lost by tv internet and electricity
along with this journy i hope to stop smoking and see if the person whom i claim to love misses me in any degree and see if things in my life here are fixable or if i should move to the next platoe in life.
i have hated for all the wrong reasons and as well lost myself
i feel that i have lost all self worth as everythin i have considered in the past while is all self destructive
i dont know if there will be any enteries after this one
i just want friends to know thank you
and to the people whom i love remember i will for as long as i breath
and the new people and everyone i know te path in life needs someone to help and go through with
if your lucky to have such people go with i cause as the universe works tomorrow you may be alone so count your blessings no matter how little or much you have
hope every turn of the universe is one to be blessed with all whom are out there
cause everyone in time has someone out there just you have to find them
good luck all on any and all