Is "meh" an emotion? Meh, why not?

[nacht_val]

I've finally gotten some damn creative inspiration. It's been awhile, and I hope to spend some time tonight/this morning actually working on the idea I have in my head. If I don't get any sleep, I don't particularly care. Of course, that requires me to focus on such a task as sitting down and writing everything out. Effort. Meh.

I'm also in the middle of the depressive stage, which means I'm feeling really irritable. And I'm easily let down. And I have little to no desire to do anything I've committed to, or commit to anything. I just don't care right now. I mean, I have the thoughts that I should care about school, social life, and all that jazz, but. . . meh. I'm also awake. I'm tired, and I want to go to sleep, yet my brain just keeps telling me to watch The Simpsons or a slew of the other shows available on my computer.

I want to eat some more milk and cookies. I'll feel like a fat ass if I do. . . Meh. But that requires getting up and walking the whole fifteen feet to the kitchen and getting the milk.

I think I need to up my meds. And get more meds. Yeah. . .

Meh.

~Nacht Val

"The hotdog's in the bun, you best not run." -Member of the Black Attack Squadron