Mmm.
Y'know, today (Edit: yesterday...damnit, it's not the next day till the sun comes up, okay?) has sucked. The skin around my lips is giving me all kinds of trouble, my tongue has a sore on it, the side of my mouth hurts like I bit it, I didn't get to finish Super Mario Bros. 3 over at Jesse's house because of fucking work, I ended up being 3 minutes late and the person working the shift before noted that I didn't make it on time which means I'm probably going to get shit from my boss, my roommate and his girlfriend wouldn't get out of the damn bathroom this morning for 2 hours which almost made me late to a meeting with my club...
...but I don't care.
I'm not worried. Why?
I'm finally happy. For what may be the first time in my life I'm really happy with where I am in life. I have a beautiful girlfriend whom I love being around (we're official now, and she's started to open up to me a lot more too). My grades could be better than they are right now, but...it doesn't matter. She just makes me feel so much happier about everything; I haven't felt even close to depressed since a few Fridays ago, when I wasn't so sure she liked me anymore. Now that's gone, and I'd say it's gone for good. All I need to do is remind myself of her and everything gets better. The only thing that makes me sad is how much I'm going to miss her over winter break. =( But I guess that will only make our reunion come Spring semester all the sweeter... =)
...but I don't care.
I'm not worried. Why?
I'm finally happy. For what may be the first time in my life I'm really happy with where I am in life. I have a beautiful girlfriend whom I love being around (we're official now, and she's started to open up to me a lot more too). My grades could be better than they are right now, but...it doesn't matter. She just makes me feel so much happier about everything; I haven't felt even close to depressed since a few Fridays ago, when I wasn't so sure she liked me anymore. Now that's gone, and I'd say it's gone for good. All I need to do is remind myself of her and everything gets better. The only thing that makes me sad is how much I'm going to miss her over winter break. =( But I guess that will only make our reunion come Spring semester all the sweeter... =)