A notice.
Guys, I'm not in the best place right now. If you email me and I don't respond, it's not personal. If I forget to do something I said I would do, it's not personal. I hate having to say this, because it feels like failing no matter how much I tell myself it's not something I can help.
I'm holding up, more or less, and I'm absolutely not in any danger from myself (because I know people worry about that), but it's not easy, and most of my energy is going towards distracting myself and trying to get myself out of my own circular thoughts.
This is a cyclical illness, I've been in much worse places, I know I will feel better eventually, but right now I don't even know where I am, or what the hell is going on.
I'm holding up, more or less, and I'm absolutely not in any danger from myself (because I know people worry about that), but it's not easy, and most of my energy is going towards distracting myself and trying to get myself out of my own circular thoughts.
This is a cyclical illness, I've been in much worse places, I know I will feel better eventually, but right now I don't even know where I am, or what the hell is going on.