Just to let you know I got your messages this morning I dunno which email you sent me these things to but I never got them :/ (for future ref its salacity@gmail.com) I have a feeling she thinks you cheated on her with me, as she knew our history and knew we were hanging out while she was "away" however I also thought she knew I was "seeing" alex at the time, so fucked if I know, when I read that part I was like uh you cheated on her?? but yeah no. Personally I dont think you were too harsh, if it had been me in your position I would have said a hell of alot worse (as you know). She is/was a liar and I dont think thats something that can change easily I used to hear her tell people one story then tell someone else another completely different story about the same subject, when I walked away from her I went mental at her and said much much worse things than you have (back in the day!), fact is Ian I think she made herself believe she was telling the truth and that maybe enough in its self to forgive her? and if not at least know that she is hurting herself more than anyone else (unfortunately other people do suffer along the way, but she is the one who has to live with what shes done) And yes I still harbour feelings of bitterness towards her so that may skew my opinon on this subject however it IS my opinon and you asked for it.
Dont stress, least its out now after all these years :)
I have a feeling she thinks you cheated on her with me, as she knew our history and knew we were hanging out while she was "away" however I also thought she knew I was "seeing" alex at the time, so fucked if I know, when I read that part I was like uh you cheated on her?? but yeah no. Personally I dont think you were too harsh, if it had been me in your position I would have said a hell of alot worse (as you know). She is/was a liar and I dont think thats something that can change easily I used to hear her tell people one story then tell someone else another completely different story about the same subject, when I walked away from her I went mental at her and said much much worse things than you have (back in the day!), fact is Ian I think she made herself believe she was telling the truth and that maybe enough in its self to forgive her? and if not at least know that she is hurting herself more than anyone else (unfortunately other people do suffer along the way, but she is the one who has to live with what shes done) And yes I still harbour feelings of bitterness towards her so that may skew my opinon on this subject however it IS my opinon and you asked for it.
Dont stress, least its out now after all these years :)
Bec.
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