so i wrote
why can't people be more honest with what they really think and mean? issit just singaporeans or i'm so unfortunate to meet these people.
I haven't wrote anything in regards to my love life here but i feel that this time i should pen it down. I feel it's important and serves a note to myself on what i have encountered.
Met Harrison last night for a nice meal at this cafe on a hilltop. So-so starters, mediocre mains, not too bad desserts. The ambience was good and the only good food i had was the warm soft homemade bread and the plain yet very refreshing ice tap water. He was dressed in black, had messy hair and was in super short shorts. the whole outfit together with the tired face wasn't the best for a first date. i wore something casual as well. So we chatted and i got to know him a little more. It was not mind blowing but i felt comfortable with him. The little touches here n there created enough sparks to last the night. We left the place to catch a last movie which i kept wanting to watch. Movie was a typical tear jerking movie. i cried for a particular scene not because the movie was really touching but because some dialogues were similar to wat i said to my granny at the funeral. i cried cos i missed her.
He sent me home and got lost in my neighbourhood, i had to give chase from behind. it was rather cool to see blur drivers but maybe i should volunteer to be the driver next.
tat was the lighter, sweet memories till this morn. saw wat he had written in his blog. BIG disappointment. he wasn't honest with me. he knew we had problems from the start but failed to address them. I did question him a few times last night but he did not bring it up. wat's the point of hiding? furthermore he said things which i felt was immatured. i msg him immediately to find out more. For someone who has been in a r/s for sometime, i thought he was sure of what he wanted and how he should treat people. but he wasn't. for the first time, i feel we are on even grounds.
althought i'm disappointed i think we should meet up again. we all have our own issues and problems, but we should spend more time before we come to a conclusion. he acknowledges that we might clash due to our char, but hey isn't love suppose to be a war. banging each other front and back? lol..
i quote 'I love us' from the movie 500 days of summer,
In the end, it's not about finding the perfect partner, but creating the 'perfect' relationship together.
cheerios.
I haven't wrote anything in regards to my love life here but i feel that this time i should pen it down. I feel it's important and serves a note to myself on what i have encountered.
Met Harrison last night for a nice meal at this cafe on a hilltop. So-so starters, mediocre mains, not too bad desserts. The ambience was good and the only good food i had was the warm soft homemade bread and the plain yet very refreshing ice tap water. He was dressed in black, had messy hair and was in super short shorts. the whole outfit together with the tired face wasn't the best for a first date. i wore something casual as well. So we chatted and i got to know him a little more. It was not mind blowing but i felt comfortable with him. The little touches here n there created enough sparks to last the night. We left the place to catch a last movie which i kept wanting to watch. Movie was a typical tear jerking movie. i cried for a particular scene not because the movie was really touching but because some dialogues were similar to wat i said to my granny at the funeral. i cried cos i missed her.
He sent me home and got lost in my neighbourhood, i had to give chase from behind. it was rather cool to see blur drivers but maybe i should volunteer to be the driver next.
tat was the lighter, sweet memories till this morn. saw wat he had written in his blog. BIG disappointment. he wasn't honest with me. he knew we had problems from the start but failed to address them. I did question him a few times last night but he did not bring it up. wat's the point of hiding? furthermore he said things which i felt was immatured. i msg him immediately to find out more. For someone who has been in a r/s for sometime, i thought he was sure of what he wanted and how he should treat people. but he wasn't. for the first time, i feel we are on even grounds.
althought i'm disappointed i think we should meet up again. we all have our own issues and problems, but we should spend more time before we come to a conclusion. he acknowledges that we might clash due to our char, but hey isn't love suppose to be a war. banging each other front and back? lol..
i quote 'I love us' from the movie 500 days of summer,
In the end, it's not about finding the perfect partner, but creating the 'perfect' relationship together.
cheerios.