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hi. the night was crappy as ussual.
and now, im really pissed off and aggresive. i hate to be like this in the mornings, cause i always say wrong things, and hurt people accidently.
i'm so emotional. tears apperar on my face after i listen to Hero by Enrique Iglesias. why canti be a normal human being?
Im goin to work otday. 2 till 6 30. extra 100$. never hurt, considering that my job is the only positive thing in my life.
and i wont stop smoking. smokes, make me stop crying when i think of the past. until all that is out of my head, i'll be smoking. and im sure it wont ever get out of my head. so ill die of cancer. oh well. better with no vlad around anyway.
ima go cry myself out till death.
meh, so much drama for me, about something, that was over for forever.
and now, im really pissed off and aggresive. i hate to be like this in the mornings, cause i always say wrong things, and hurt people accidently.
i'm so emotional. tears apperar on my face after i listen to Hero by Enrique Iglesias. why canti be a normal human being?
Im goin to work otday. 2 till 6 30. extra 100$. never hurt, considering that my job is the only positive thing in my life.
and i wont stop smoking. smokes, make me stop crying when i think of the past. until all that is out of my head, i'll be smoking. and im sure it wont ever get out of my head. so ill die of cancer. oh well. better with no vlad around anyway.
ima go cry myself out till death.
meh, so much drama for me, about something, that was over for forever.