Jul 31, 2003 21:48
i stayed up all night finishing my kumon work and then took a shower and went to the movies to meet sylvia there
but she was didnt come till much later and i was gone and she couldnt get in touch w/ me so its all cool
i went to rite aid and bought some things anyway, so that was pretty cool.
then went to ginkos house and bought some popcorn chicken and boba..
i havent really eaten a lot lately.. i think i gain weight becuz i eat late at night.. like its a meal or something
cuz i dont eat breakfast and lunch anymore. =/ not healthy but whatevas.
i went to library and read Scold's Bridle by Minette Walters.. bless her soul for writing books
its nice to read again.. but i only goto chapter 10 so tomorrow i'm gonna go again and finish the whole thing.
i might volunteer... depends. haha. anywayz.. went to kumon talked to them abt the work i was doing
my dad was yelling at me for doin the work they gave me and wastin his $$ and shit
but like hey i made a compromise w/ them.. and hes so stubborn.. we got into another fight again
he told me to MAKE them to give me higher levels.. and i did, i got them to give me like.. 3-4 higher levels..
and he says still no good. that aarogant head of his..
its no wonder i cant handle pplz who are arrogant.. like seriously, truly arrogant.
they would get on my last nerves and i would bitch at them x(
but lately.. i've gotten my dad to stop dead when i'm fighting w/ him..
like i point out certain things.. and he has nothing to say abt it.. and its silent for a minute or two
then he brings up a different matter -_-' he keeps changing the damn subject.
its like he wants to prove that i'm the worse daughter in the whole entire world
but u know what.. what kind of scared me?
dis morning.. the alarm clock was ringing in his room.. and like i was awake all night and all right?
and i found it weird that he didnt like close it after 5 minutes.. then i waited 10 minutes.. and i'm out in the front..
and i'm all wondering.. oh no.. what if.. no.. hes okay.. and i got teary eyed..
cuz despite the fact all the bad things i say abt him.. hes still my father..
so like.. its like.. only i can bitch abt my dad.. but if anyone comes near to insulting..
i think i would really kick their fucking ass.. i really think i would.. o wellz.. whateevas
i have a feeling this entry is a bit long so i'll stop haha
oOo and i also realized i like songs w/ like acoustic guitars or something like that.. take john mayer for example =D
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