my "new" place
ok.. my family (meaning me and my dad) is like loaded now.. thanks to relatives sending us LARGE checks. =D haha. Imagine me.. in the mall with NUMEROUS amounts of bags. =D haha. but yea.. i figure, you know what, i might as well bash myself into a brick wall a couple more times. I mean.. maybe this time I'll break through -_-' but these last two years are the last time I'm gonna try. If he chooses to be the way he is.. then I'm not gonna do anything else about it anymore. This is his problem. It's his choice to push me away and there's nothing more that I can do to change it. After 16 years (so far) I'm only attempting this for another year and a half. So whatever. I might as well try because he is my father. Anywho... last night I was so freaking bored.. I'm now living in my old apartment building (except in another apartment)... god.. this one.. is disgusting there are bugs everywhere.. like cockaroaches.. and now that i think about it.. i have no idea how I handled them back in NY. I remember poking them and watching them crawl when I was a kid.. but now.. I shriek and like stomp on them. x( It's disgusting. I mean.. my room used to be a huge mess.. but I did not have bugs like that shit.. and this room is like spotless. x( It's disgusting and it's grossing me out. (I'm such a huge girl -_-') I had to turn off the t.v. @ 7:30 p.m. last night.. and I was so bored that I actually finished all my homework.. by 8 p.m. The last time I finished all my homework by 8 p.m. was in middle school Freakers. I mean, in a way it's a good thing. But geez louise, I couldn't be any more bored. I can't wait till I get my computer and t.v. in the room.
anywho today.. went to class.. and I was bored..cuz i did all my work.. lmao. I mean.. I had time to talk to people in class instead of hovering over my homework and rushing through it to be turned in within the hour or so x) haha. x) but yea.. had a hilarious talk with Le during 6th period. x) GeEz!! My sides were hurting so much. lol and then i walked with raina and riva to Ginko's House and got boba. =)Yum. haha. had fun then too. lmao. the looks on people's faces about the things i say sometimes amuses me so much.. makes me worry about myself. lol. oh..and then I went on this major bitch session and rant about filling out the Secret Santa form and i'm gonna write it out now. So all you the people who are doing Secret Santa with us, or with anyone for that matter should pay attention:
When you fill out your forms.. do no fill out the likes, wants, or dislikes with anything or nothing. BEING GENERAL DOES NOT HELP YOU NOR DOES IT HELP YOUR SECRET SANTA!!! be SPECIFIC!!! Don't be complaining that you dont like your present when it's your fault for not being specific in the first place u hear?!!! Don't be shy or worrying about what people think when you fill out so much. This gives your Secret Santa an opportunity to get you something that you really want!!! And if you do write anything or nothing on your secret santa form.. **This is NO joke** we (me & Le) will slap you personally and deduct your present to $5 if you really dont care about what you get! THATS RIGHT NO JOKE. Every time we do secret santa and we trade presents I hear at least from ONE person about how they got a crappy present when they filled out the form with anything or nothing. I'm serious, me & le will go through each and every form making sure you guys were specific before we choose. So keep in mind what you want.. write it down or something..cuz Secret Santa is next week. :) So you have plenty of time to save money and get your secret santa a good present. dont be mean or too cheap. You don't have to buy that many presents, k? So get your secret santa a good present. Dont cheat your way out of this. :)
yea... oh.. ok.. so after my bitch session i went to work.. checked out my book for the book review i'm having in a week -_-' freakers.. i dont wanna read Catch-22 I had no freaking idea what it was about. lmao. it sounds like a Kurt Vonnegut book.. -_-' maybe it's my level of reading or something but I do not find entertainment in reading assigned school books or soemthing i dunno. -_-'. but yea.. tutored.. went over to minh's to pick up raina's spanish folder but its not here..so i gotta wait till Hoang gets back... blah.. lol. watching nguyen and eric play football is making me frustrated cuz they suck so much =p. haha. ok i needa get started on my homework. -_-' god.. i feel so nerdyish. =/ lol.
oh.. and theres a very large possibility that i will be going to Virginia this Christmas if I continue to do my homework the way I am now. :) haha. I called them (cousins in virginia) last night and they said they're still paying for my ticket and stuff to get me over there. :) So i'm very excited haha. :-D but yea. thats it. :)
anywho today.. went to class.. and I was bored..cuz i did all my work.. lmao. I mean.. I had time to talk to people in class instead of hovering over my homework and rushing through it to be turned in within the hour or so x) haha. x) but yea.. had a hilarious talk with Le during 6th period. x) GeEz!! My sides were hurting so much. lol and then i walked with raina and riva to Ginko's House and got boba. =)Yum. haha. had fun then too. lmao. the looks on people's faces about the things i say sometimes amuses me so much.. makes me worry about myself. lol. oh..and then I went on this major bitch session and rant about filling out the Secret Santa form and i'm gonna write it out now. So all you the people who are doing Secret Santa with us, or with anyone for that matter should pay attention:
When you fill out your forms.. do no fill out the likes, wants, or dislikes with anything or nothing. BEING GENERAL DOES NOT HELP YOU NOR DOES IT HELP YOUR SECRET SANTA!!! be SPECIFIC!!! Don't be complaining that you dont like your present when it's your fault for not being specific in the first place u hear?!!! Don't be shy or worrying about what people think when you fill out so much. This gives your Secret Santa an opportunity to get you something that you really want!!! And if you do write anything or nothing on your secret santa form.. **This is NO joke** we (me & Le) will slap you personally and deduct your present to $5 if you really dont care about what you get! THATS RIGHT NO JOKE. Every time we do secret santa and we trade presents I hear at least from ONE person about how they got a crappy present when they filled out the form with anything or nothing. I'm serious, me & le will go through each and every form making sure you guys were specific before we choose. So keep in mind what you want.. write it down or something..cuz Secret Santa is next week. :) So you have plenty of time to save money and get your secret santa a good present. dont be mean or too cheap. You don't have to buy that many presents, k? So get your secret santa a good present. Dont cheat your way out of this. :)
yea... oh.. ok.. so after my bitch session i went to work.. checked out my book for the book review i'm having in a week -_-' freakers.. i dont wanna read Catch-22 I had no freaking idea what it was about. lmao. it sounds like a Kurt Vonnegut book.. -_-' maybe it's my level of reading or something but I do not find entertainment in reading assigned school books or soemthing i dunno. -_-'. but yea.. tutored.. went over to minh's to pick up raina's spanish folder but its not here..so i gotta wait till Hoang gets back... blah.. lol. watching nguyen and eric play football is making me frustrated cuz they suck so much =p. haha. ok i needa get started on my homework. -_-' god.. i feel so nerdyish. =/ lol.
oh.. and theres a very large possibility that i will be going to Virginia this Christmas if I continue to do my homework the way I am now. :) haha. I called them (cousins in virginia) last night and they said they're still paying for my ticket and stuff to get me over there. :) So i'm very excited haha. :-D but yea. thats it. :)