Le Sigh
I have no motivation.
No motivation for like anything at all. Obviously not for uni work, but not even my legacy or OWBC. I have time to do these things, and I know what I need to do next in both cases, but... And I don't know, because generally you can say "take a break and come back to it", except I don't know if/when the motivation will come back. If it does, I expect it will be when exams are right in front of me and I don't have the time, and then disappear again afterwards. And taking a break doesn't help because I'm more motivated when I'm focused and the longer I leave things the less focused I am and the more likely I am to stop caring at all.
Probably doesn't help that I haven't been around or writing much generally; at least when I'm writing the extra bits my mind stays in the same rough area.
I think I need prodding. Or pushing and shoving. Or tying up and carrying. I was thinking of putting the wedding chapter out for the 29th of April (look it up if you don't know why), but... blah.
No motivation for like anything at all. Obviously not for uni work, but not even my legacy or OWBC. I have time to do these things, and I know what I need to do next in both cases, but... And I don't know, because generally you can say "take a break and come back to it", except I don't know if/when the motivation will come back. If it does, I expect it will be when exams are right in front of me and I don't have the time, and then disappear again afterwards. And taking a break doesn't help because I'm more motivated when I'm focused and the longer I leave things the less focused I am and the more likely I am to stop caring at all.
Probably doesn't help that I haven't been around or writing much generally; at least when I'm writing the extra bits my mind stays in the same rough area.
I think I need prodding. Or pushing and shoving. Or tying up and carrying. I was thinking of putting the wedding chapter out for the 29th of April (look it up if you don't know why), but... blah.