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First off, thank you to everyone who commented yesterday.
I had thought I had disabled comments, but I'm a little glad I didn't just cause it was nice to hear kind words this morning.
Surprising how silly *hugs* can make you feel warm inside.
I won't be going into what's was going on on here.
Some things are just too personal.
I will say that I think it'll be ok, if things go the way they should.
Things are a little better today,
aside from the fact that I feel like death on a stick.
Woke up with quite the fever at about 2am, due to some very bright flashing cop car lights.
It was pretty high about 101, took a bunch of extra strength tylenol and Dave had a cold cloth on my head. I finally drifted off into some of the most real feeling and frightening dreams I've ever had. I was woke up again by Dave, in the sweats kicking and almost yelling from the nightmares.
They seemed so real I had to look out the window and in the fridge, don't ask, to make sure they weren't actually happening.
This morning I feel like my throat is closing up on me.
I haven't even had a smoke yet, which considering the time, is completely fucked up for me.
I'll be going home very soon I think.
I suppose I forgot to mention that all my hair is gone.
It's very blonde and very short, maybe 2 inches, and I fucking love it.
No pics as of yet though, camera still full of the suspension bbq shots,
speaking of which here they are, enjoy.
Keep in mind they are from my crappy cam phone, but there are more on Lane's site
www.lanejensen.com
not to mention Scott should have some up before long I think...
This is one of the guys from Vancouver.
This is Elise (aka riotqueen to ljers) who did smashingly with her elbow pull.
This guys suspensions were the most exciting to watch, one point elbow suspension, then another one point chest suspension. He was so focused.
These last few are our very own Scott who did a tremendous job not only with his suspension and pulling but with the encouragement he gave to the others as well!
I find the way he takes it so seriously very inspiring.
I guess Lane did a knee suspension afterwards that I missed, I didn't know he was going up or I would have stayed longer :(
Again I can't say how much this enthralled me. I can't wait to do it myself.
Everyone did amazingly.
Thanks to those who organized this event, it brought a whole new culture that I want to be involved in to my eyes.
I'm going home to bed soon. So I'll feel well enough for Wednesday...
Hope you all have a great day.
I had thought I had disabled comments, but I'm a little glad I didn't just cause it was nice to hear kind words this morning.
Surprising how silly *hugs* can make you feel warm inside.
I won't be going into what's was going on on here.
Some things are just too personal.
I will say that I think it'll be ok, if things go the way they should.
Things are a little better today,
aside from the fact that I feel like death on a stick.
Woke up with quite the fever at about 2am, due to some very bright flashing cop car lights.
It was pretty high about 101, took a bunch of extra strength tylenol and Dave had a cold cloth on my head. I finally drifted off into some of the most real feeling and frightening dreams I've ever had. I was woke up again by Dave, in the sweats kicking and almost yelling from the nightmares.
They seemed so real I had to look out the window and in the fridge, don't ask, to make sure they weren't actually happening.
This morning I feel like my throat is closing up on me.
I haven't even had a smoke yet, which considering the time, is completely fucked up for me.
I'll be going home very soon I think.
I suppose I forgot to mention that all my hair is gone.
It's very blonde and very short, maybe 2 inches, and I fucking love it.
No pics as of yet though, camera still full of the suspension bbq shots,
speaking of which here they are, enjoy.
Keep in mind they are from my crappy cam phone, but there are more on Lane's site
www.lanejensen.com
not to mention Scott should have some up before long I think...
This is one of the guys from Vancouver.
This is Elise (aka riotqueen to ljers) who did smashingly with her elbow pull.
This guys suspensions were the most exciting to watch, one point elbow suspension, then another one point chest suspension. He was so focused.
These last few are our very own Scott who did a tremendous job not only with his suspension and pulling but with the encouragement he gave to the others as well!
I find the way he takes it so seriously very inspiring.
I guess Lane did a knee suspension afterwards that I missed, I didn't know he was going up or I would have stayed longer :(
Again I can't say how much this enthralled me. I can't wait to do it myself.
Everyone did amazingly.
Thanks to those who organized this event, it brought a whole new culture that I want to be involved in to my eyes.
I'm going home to bed soon. So I'll feel well enough for Wednesday...
Hope you all have a great day.