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eek. i got into it majorly last night with the rentals. i didn't come out to the living room when my mom yelled for me. something abiout homework yada yada yada. i'm lazy and stupid won't make it into college with my grades. at one point my darling father was going to take my notebook out into the garbage, but instead decided to be nice about it and just threw it on the steps. and when i was trying to ignore their stupidity, i laid down on my bed and plugged my ears shut on account of not wanting to hear them complain about me being the fault to all their problems, my mom started saying that this is how i cope with things. i'm just so sick of their shit. i took three sleeping pills last night. 300mgs total i think. something like that anyways i'd have to check. either way it's actually a pill for bi-polar or something of that sort. most people who are on it are on like 600mg+ but on a low dosage it works as a sleeping pill. but uhh taking three at once out of nowhere isn't the best idea so my stomach is getting the best of me and i feel like shit.