Fairy tale ending

[mzdiva]

yesterday was a horrible day that had a fairy tale ending. we were suppose to be bbq. we got up too late. i fixed him breakfast andwe layed around. we got up about 3. then dwight and his girl were over in buldidng 23 bc some girls they know was havin a gathering. ramone like u wanna go..im like no. i wnt my own bbq and i dont know them. plus im hungry. i aint gonna eat the food of someone i dont know and i aitn gonna sit there hungry. i really wanted my baby to cook for me. and BAKED BEANS. lol. so we broke. no gas. he gets depressed and hes bein all quiet. im being a bitch. hes like im goin for a walk.  igo in the room. lock the door. now im frustrated bc he STILL aint my man. lo and craig stop by. i cook some hamburger helper. i talk 2 vernon. he said that if i was his girl and i fucked one of his frends no matter how long ago it was he would of looked at different. i wonder if ramone thought that way. i bring that up. hes like i did a little but not no more. i get pissed. hes like not funny but hes like he know i fucked felix but it left his mind. im like did u fuck me knowin u could..he likes no..and that he didnt wanna go into it. im like did yall talk. he like yea he didnt remember. now im gettin pissed because they crew know and i aint know what they was thinkin. i know i fucked felix dont care but i dont want people thinkin im out to hurt ramone. cuz im all he got. so he like ask felix then. so we get to r jeezys. im pissed still askin. ramone like im diggin. its over. he wit me so fuck it. im like u wit me now but it dont matter cuz i still wanna know what your first thoughts was. hes gettin mad at me..we get to the ctrib. i go in and watch the stewie movie. some jamacian girl talkin WAY too much. bmo and ramone talk outside. i get pissed because i cant take this no more. i need him to accept me and let his guard down..earlier coops boo was like ramone this your truck he like nawl. my buddys. my blood rushed. coops like YOUR  WHO?? your girl nigga..quit playin around. so at r jeezys house i go outside and i see felix i grab him and we go talk. he tells me him and ramone talked at first but i should be askin what him and lo talked about. im like WHAT..then ramone walked over. he wanted to know..then he walked away. i dont remember exactly what it is..something about lo not knowin..then we got on the subject of him and his girl ne-ne...he said he feel what i feel. someone wanna half ass be with you.he then told me ramone was scared to get hurt. thats why he been like this..im like what??  he like his girl the same way and it hurts because hre do everything for her but she wont commit. she talk to other dudes. im like nawlll he dont talk 2 no one else. felix like u got him why u need a title. im like cuz. he like atleast u got him all to your self. im like true but i need him in every way..i cant get mad if he do talk 2 other girls cuz he aint mines technically. felix was like well its comin.. he said..when i called u out your name. that nigga put me in my place. he had everyright and any nigga who step to they guys for they girl..thats your man. im like if u say so. so they me and ramone get in the car and im all quiet. then we go back and bmo like u and teesha should hang out ..hes tryna ditch her. im like nooo.its only one person i need to talk 2..and ramone like i know thats right. im on the phone wit jamal tellin EVERYTHING right in front of ramone in the car on the way home..how im tired and hes takin too long and the myspace. we get home and i go in the room..ramones like U CAN CLOSE THE DOOR IF U NEED AND LAUGHS..im like damn jamal he knows. ramone like i know what u talkin about.  ipretened like i was high so u could keep talkin. he like talk 2 me..im like i dont wanna cuz the first time i did u hurt me. hes like talk 2 me..im still on the phone wit jamal. i start tellin ramone bits and peices. he playin dumb. so am i. i tell jamal i will call him back. i talk. ramone wants more..hes like u dont talk 2 me. im like i cant. i write. hes like i dont want that. talk. i try. hes like just say it..im like no..so i tell him that hes here everyday but he needs to really be here. this goes on for 2 hours. he tells me..what u sayin aint goin to waste. im hoping im not reading too much into that. so we lay down and we keep playin. hes like im here aint i. im lile yea..what that mean. he keep sayin that. im like what that mena..he like u know. he like you should be kissin and huggin me right now. im like no..i want u to tell me..he goes..lets just say you can tell people you in a relationship now..then i kissed him...
YES 2 months and i got my man. yessir. i was so excited i want to call all my friends last nigth but ima do it now. we gonna FINALLY bbq. i might invite his friends over now..lol