love...
its been a while. i know. lookin 4 a job. loving him. jasons been conversing with me. i dont mind talkin 2 him but he doesnt realize i dont want him pyhsically. so i feel i cant talk 2 him at all. i wanna apply for a job at walmart but he works there. ive had interviews. filled out apps. kroger hasnt called me in a while. im waiting on holister. this bitch named kris tried to start some mess wit me over facebook cuz what happened between me and jason. i hate internet fights. im a grown woman...come correctly or not at all. i went to the strip club tonight. wit larisha and her woman. it was pretty bad. lol. the girls werent workin the poles..just stickin there boobies in white mens faces for dollars. i could do that shit and make HELL money cuz they didnt have nothin 2 work wit. man...i would be the main attraction. we then went back to larsisha and drank a lil. i began to miss my babes..he went out with the guys. i missed him but i needed to get out...hes in the front now smoking. i smell it. we had our first lil altercation..then we laughed at it. made love and was peaceful. james wired me 50 dollars.i needed it so bad. my babes been feedin me like crazy.wendys. mcdonads. pizza. jimmy johns. when he wants me to shuddup he goes "you hungry" lol. candy.chips..i love it. summerschool starts mon. im not prepared but oh well. it will feel good to have some of this bullshit out the way and time away from him will do good and i will miss him. he was lookin for his brush today and lo was like "maybe its at your wifes crib"..lol. hes like nawl i looked. my heart melted. girls are such loosers..omg
he pissed me off yesterday cuz he has wandering eyes. he did a 360 turn to see this chick..while im there but being a guy nothin was wrong with it..im like OMG. then he says 'i wonder did she see me" OMG. then today in the mall they were going. i told him and hes like its eye candy..im like im all the candy those eyes should need. he like im lookin..u got this..oh nigga i know. lo asked him where was i going today when they went out..he said he didnt know..lo was like haha..dont matter as long as she come home to u..he like..thats right..and that is right. i dont care where he go..cuz home is home. all his guys love me and they tellin him to quit bullshittin and wife me..its coming. Lo told me so..lol. but yea..its 530 ...we was suppose to turn in an app but we didnt get up..man. im not tied. gonna listen to some maxwell and relax. its saturday and we gonna chill. we went to the mall today as well. wellii tihnk thats all for now..my fam is gathered for my grannys bday. i gotta mail her a card. i think i will just write one cuz i aint got no money..lol.
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he pissed me off yesterday cuz he has wandering eyes. he did a 360 turn to see this chick..while im there but being a guy nothin was wrong with it..im like OMG. then he says 'i wonder did she see me" OMG. then today in the mall they were going. i told him and hes like its eye candy..im like im all the candy those eyes should need. he like im lookin..u got this..oh nigga i know. lo asked him where was i going today when they went out..he said he didnt know..lo was like haha..dont matter as long as she come home to u..he like..thats right..and that is right. i dont care where he go..cuz home is home. all his guys love me and they tellin him to quit bullshittin and wife me..its coming. Lo told me so..lol. but yea..its 530 ...we was suppose to turn in an app but we didnt get up..man. im not tied. gonna listen to some maxwell and relax. its saturday and we gonna chill. we went to the mall today as well. wellii tihnk thats all for now..my fam is gathered for my grannys bday. i gotta mail her a card. i think i will just write one cuz i aint got no money..lol.
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