I WANT A JOB......LIKE NOW!!!
I am tired of not having a job. I am stressed because I don't have a job. I am depressed because I don't have a job. I am not happy because I don't have a job. I have not been happy (hate to say this) since I was working at Buscemis over a year ago. I hate not having a job. I feel not good about myself. I want a job so that I can pay my bills. But not just that I want to be able to go out and do things with my friends. I hate not being able to go out to dinner or to a movie when someone asks me too simply because I don't have any money. I mean I am not asking for the best of jobs right now, but one that will get me by to pay my bills and still have a little extra money to go out and have fun. Honestly, I just want to be happy again and feel good about myself. I hate sitting at home day after day searching for a job and not getting anywhere. This past week I went out and put tons of applications out, even at places that I don't really want to work but hey its money. I also applied for a few at St. John's hospital and a few receptionist jobs. I hope I get one of the jobs from St. Johns. I think it would really help to further my career. When I was applying for jobs I went as far as saying that I don't have my degree hoping that maybe that will help me to get one. That is really how desparate that I am. So please keep your fingers crossed that I get something soon. I am tired of a year of being unhappy with myself. I want to be able to feel good about myself again. Please say a little prayer for me tonight before you go to bed. I am trying so hard and am determined to get something hopefully before the holiday season.