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Is it wrong to look for love even though im mourning!?
Am I Just Doing IT Because I'm Trying To Fill An Empty Void In My Life Right Now..!??
As Everyone Knows That I Lost My Boyfriend Shawn On November 8th, 2005 @ 7:30 p.m.
Its like im not trying to forget him.. but everyone is telling me to move on.. his grandmother told me not to sit here and mourn over him.. he wants me to be happy but to never forget him.. i would never forget him... i never lost a boyfriend before.. it hurts.. you have this emptiness in your heart.. that can't be filled.. i cried and cried today so much to the point i was crying dry tears.. i look up in the skys wondering if life would be different if he was still here.. Shawn had that look in his eyes.. that dreamy look.. i never thought that would be the last time i would see him.. Peoplein general take life for granted.. we shouldn't be doing that.. we gotta live it up...
Am I Moving on too fast!???...
Am I Just Doing IT Because I'm Trying To Fill An Empty Void In My Life Right Now..!??
As Everyone Knows That I Lost My Boyfriend Shawn On November 8th, 2005 @ 7:30 p.m.
Its like im not trying to forget him.. but everyone is telling me to move on.. his grandmother told me not to sit here and mourn over him.. he wants me to be happy but to never forget him.. i would never forget him... i never lost a boyfriend before.. it hurts.. you have this emptiness in your heart.. that can't be filled.. i cried and cried today so much to the point i was crying dry tears.. i look up in the skys wondering if life would be different if he was still here.. Shawn had that look in his eyes.. that dreamy look.. i never thought that would be the last time i would see him.. Peoplein general take life for granted.. we shouldn't be doing that.. we gotta live it up...
Am I Moving on too fast!???...