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11/11/05
9:12 P.M.
"Hello may i please speak to shawn"
::slight pause:: female voice...'Who's Calling'
"This Is Shaunie"
'Hold On One Second'
She clicked over....
'umm This is Shawn's sister... I don't know how to tell you this but shawn was killed..'
I started to cry.. Everything was just going to fast...
'Grandma come here'...
'Someone is on the phone for Shawn'...
'Her name is Shaunie'....
Back to me 'Are you okay'...
"Hey Sweetie.. Umm yes I'm so sorry to tell you this"
"All Shawn Can Do Was Talking About You and How He Couldn't Wait To See You For The Holidays"....
I started to Sob Harder...
She told me the whole situation how four mexican guys tried to jump him.. Shawn end up fighting all four dudes... They were getting whooped by one dude..and it was four of them.. Shawn turned to run.. he fell.. they ran up on him and shot him five times... He Didn't die on the scene.. He died at the hospital..
For all who didn't know...
Shawn was my boyfriend.. I really didn't speak up on him in my last couple of entries because i didn't want to jinx the relationship.. but the last time we talked we were arguing... I never got to say good bye.. I told his grandma that i was going to call her back that nite but it didn't happen.. I was to down.. Crying.. I was on a emotional rollercoaster.. and I couldn't get off.. Everything reminded me of him... I walk in my room.. I remember us lying together on the floor.. I've never been in this situation before to lose a boyfriend from gang violence.. And he was just here not to long ago.. and he was coming up here for turkey day... I'm going down to L.A. Tomorrow.. His funeral is not until Thursday.. And the Viewing Is On Wednesday.. I really can't finish this entry because im going to start to cry.. but if your on myspace hit me up..
the email addy is shaunteneab@earthlink.net
<3 Shaunie
9:12 P.M.
"Hello may i please speak to shawn"
::slight pause:: female voice...'Who's Calling'
"This Is Shaunie"
'Hold On One Second'
She clicked over....
'umm This is Shawn's sister... I don't know how to tell you this but shawn was killed..'
I started to cry.. Everything was just going to fast...
'Grandma come here'...
'Someone is on the phone for Shawn'...
'Her name is Shaunie'....
Back to me 'Are you okay'...
"Hey Sweetie.. Umm yes I'm so sorry to tell you this"
"All Shawn Can Do Was Talking About You and How He Couldn't Wait To See You For The Holidays"....
I started to Sob Harder...
She told me the whole situation how four mexican guys tried to jump him.. Shawn end up fighting all four dudes... They were getting whooped by one dude..and it was four of them.. Shawn turned to run.. he fell.. they ran up on him and shot him five times... He Didn't die on the scene.. He died at the hospital..
For all who didn't know...
Shawn was my boyfriend.. I really didn't speak up on him in my last couple of entries because i didn't want to jinx the relationship.. but the last time we talked we were arguing... I never got to say good bye.. I told his grandma that i was going to call her back that nite but it didn't happen.. I was to down.. Crying.. I was on a emotional rollercoaster.. and I couldn't get off.. Everything reminded me of him... I walk in my room.. I remember us lying together on the floor.. I've never been in this situation before to lose a boyfriend from gang violence.. And he was just here not to long ago.. and he was coming up here for turkey day... I'm going down to L.A. Tomorrow.. His funeral is not until Thursday.. And the Viewing Is On Wednesday.. I really can't finish this entry because im going to start to cry.. but if your on myspace hit me up..
the email addy is shaunteneab@earthlink.net
<3 Shaunie