Free Ramble, Stamina, Faith

[mz_seshet]

First of all, apologies for this post.  Its just I keep finding myself in the same spot, thinking the same thoughts that keep me pursuing the *wrong* things.  I'm struggling to change my patterns.

Am I dumb?  I turned down a job because of the commute and hours.  Very compicated for this mommy, but probably not impossible and I really need the

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[queen_of_wands]

I am grateful for your self-awareness and willingness to share. I am grateful for companions in the struggle.

[ewigweibliche]

Oh my goodness, you and me both! I realize every day just how much fear rules my life. How much I've backed away - self-sabotaged! I have walked away when what I want is right in front of me! And I sit in the middle of "I don't know", I'm guessing out of a desire to not have to be bold and act.

Gak. I miss you! I'd love to talk about this over wine.