Nothing...

[myzshele]

I've been having these terrible dreams and I wake up in the middle of the night and it takes me forever to figure out where I am and why my whole body feels like it's been hit by a mack truck. Everything has become some new form of strange that I can no longer classify. The people we love, we now hate and we desperately grasp for something, anything that reminds us of home. I am desperately grasping for something that doesn't make me feel sick inside. Someone that welcomes me into their life with open arms and a heart that isn't already hardened with hate and cynicism. I don't think it occurs to me that I am creating relationships in my mind, they don't truly exist in the "real world" but what is the real world anyway if not some creation of the human mind?

I got distracted and left this post...