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So, im going home this weekend. Im gonna spend quailty time with my mom. Im very excited. I am overlly moodly lately. I know exactly why.
So first off, i got divsion executive officer...yay..i guess. I am upset about that cause i didnt want that positsion. But im going to do as much as i can as that position.
But what is getting my the most is ACE and school/teachers. It started when i stayed up late doing a presentation and thought i did really well, and i got a B+ on it. Then we started planning for changeover. This is when it got bad. Everything i said was completely rejected. about 5% of changepver is my idea. When at least 25% should be my idea. Because theres three ACE members then a friend of mine is helping. Split it four ways and each of us should be having our way 25% of the time. BUT no... Every idea i put on the table, people disagree with. Ive been the type of person to agree with other people, even when i dont. Just to have a livable condition. But with all the rejection ive had lately, i have been finding myself picking fights over stupid things just to see if ANYONE will agree with me for once.Oh,,,,i forgot. The one thing i get my way is the centerpieces....im so lucky.
Im considering leaving. But that wont do anything. I will have to accpet that this world is filled with people who think they are only right. The more leadership people are entitled to, the more they think they are right.
I think its the libra in me that has been trying to see both sides of everything, but the angry side of me that has been shown lately.
I cant wait to be home.
So about changeover, i need a dress... i was thinking this one? What do you think?
So first off, i got divsion executive officer...yay..i guess. I am upset about that cause i didnt want that positsion. But im going to do as much as i can as that position.
But what is getting my the most is ACE and school/teachers. It started when i stayed up late doing a presentation and thought i did really well, and i got a B+ on it. Then we started planning for changeover. This is when it got bad. Everything i said was completely rejected. about 5% of changepver is my idea. When at least 25% should be my idea. Because theres three ACE members then a friend of mine is helping. Split it four ways and each of us should be having our way 25% of the time. BUT no... Every idea i put on the table, people disagree with. Ive been the type of person to agree with other people, even when i dont. Just to have a livable condition. But with all the rejection ive had lately, i have been finding myself picking fights over stupid things just to see if ANYONE will agree with me for once.Oh,,,,i forgot. The one thing i get my way is the centerpieces....im so lucky.
Im considering leaving. But that wont do anything. I will have to accpet that this world is filled with people who think they are only right. The more leadership people are entitled to, the more they think they are right.
I think its the libra in me that has been trying to see both sides of everything, but the angry side of me that has been shown lately.
I cant wait to be home.
So about changeover, i need a dress... i was thinking this one? What do you think?