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well i was suppose to go to a party tonight....for me....but my global teacher called my mom and got me grounded. i hate her.
so after being yelled at and having to tell vicky i can't go to the party she threw for me to make me feel better, i read 130 pages of the first harry potter book. because harry potter books take me away to a magical world. and i love that world and have wanted to be there for the past 4 years since i read the first book. *sigh*
i think ill talk to corey soon. why the eff not. my life can't get any more horrible. and the fact that everytime we hang out ill be depressed and get teary-eyed, isn't much worse then what im suffering now.
I think what depresses me the most is that he doesn't miss me. meh. just kill me now.
*closes eyes* *takes deep breath* *stares into mirror*
ashley your the best actress i know when you wana be. pretend to be happy and cheerful. now go talk to him.
ill let you know how it goes. most likely be uneventful conversation. i hate loving someone this much.