please be over soon
I had the most horrible day ever.
cryed on the bus ride to school. cryed in the morning before homeroom. was near tears almost every period. i had the teachers asking me whats wrong. cryed during lunch.
i also have this thing when someone asks me whats wrong, and something is wrong, ill just burst out in tears. thats what happened all day.
kat wasn't in school today. i needed her. she was the one person i wanted to talk to. but i got to talk to her on the phone, so that made me feel better.
After school i stayed after with mike and dan and we went to the mall. they made me laugh and made me feel much much better. i didn't cry at all. i love them.
everyone is telling me, hes an asshole, dont put yourself through this....well i can't help it. i love him. i thought he loved me too. but i guess i was wrong *tear*
I've got so many letters here of him telling me he loves me....everywhere i go i see "i love corey" written on everything i own. i have coreys bookbag. he sorrounds me.
i dont know what im going to do. he says he just wants to be friends. but there is no way i can face him without crying, or feeling extremly uncomfertable. i dont know what to say to him anyway...i dont how to get past this.
i dont know what im going to do this Friday. maybe ill hang out with mike and dan. corey will prolly be with joe anyway.
this Saturday me and kat are getting together and are going to watch sad movies and eat lots of ice cream. i love my kat so so much.
i feel like the entire world has just crumbled and im sitting in the dust with no one. i feel as though my heart has been ripped out and shoved it down my throat.
i feel just so horrible.
Against all odds
How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, 'cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now, 'cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, 'cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now, 'cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, 'cause I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take, oh, oho
Just take a look at me now