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Must not everyone just be so happy?
They would not let me, not for the life in them, let me DIE IN FUCKING PEACE.
They made me stuck here in this world, to rip apart my brain.
All a fucking lie.
They brought me to this school, where I would be alone, to push me to the ground and smuther me into the mudd:
scum of the earth.
They brought me to this school, to rip my ribs apart and spit on my writhing torso, to spit and howl with laughter.
Today I got ready early in the morning, thinking I would have something good to do. Go boot shopping and revisit that lady with the tarot cards.
But no. No one I feel I can only be around will stand to go or can.
And there's a party at anthony's tonight for Elora. I was not invited.
Now that is no surprise, is it? That they wouldnt want the fucked up girl with no meds to ruin this little party?
They've left me in the dirt.
They've left me to live with my own mind.
WHY DIDN'T THEY JUST FUCKING LET ME DIE
They would not let me, not for the life in them, let me DIE IN FUCKING PEACE.
They made me stuck here in this world, to rip apart my brain.
All a fucking lie.
They brought me to this school, where I would be alone, to push me to the ground and smuther me into the mudd:
scum of the earth.
They brought me to this school, to rip my ribs apart and spit on my writhing torso, to spit and howl with laughter.
Today I got ready early in the morning, thinking I would have something good to do. Go boot shopping and revisit that lady with the tarot cards.
But no. No one I feel I can only be around will stand to go or can.
And there's a party at anthony's tonight for Elora. I was not invited.
Now that is no surprise, is it? That they wouldnt want the fucked up girl with no meds to ruin this little party?
They've left me in the dirt.
They've left me to live with my own mind.
WHY DIDN'T THEY JUST FUCKING LET ME DIE