My computer lost connectivity to the internet yesterday. And being the non-smart person that I am, I went and called the help line, because I was too impatient to wait for Papa to come home (he was working late again).

( Utter Confuzzlement...and a picture~ ^__^ )

Why am I such a failure when it comes to memorizing and learning new things? No matter how many times I study, even if I drill it over and over and over again, I'll still end up with a blank mind, no memory of what I had been learning for the past time. Even when I don't have procrastination slowing me down. Even when I have the greatest study ( Read more... )

My memories seem to me like they will turn out to be unhappy ones. Today was Eid, but I cried alot more than I had fun. I shouldn't have taken the day off.

I'm still very young, don't I deserve a happy childhood?

Apparantly, I don't.

I want the day to end. I want my world to come to  a close.

Unhappiness can do that to you.

Right now, it's 10:53 pm. I have homework that needs to be attended to, and i'm depressed.
"Why?", you ask? Well, I have found out about the true nature of people I used to admire and look up to.
*sigh* -_-