its so blah....
you see my parents now find me to be a slut, whore, tramp, hmm and they used a few other choice words. o wel bc they dont know what i know bc i know what im doing and what i did. they say all this about me now and they think i only had sex twice, yeah ok two guys but umm the second guy is sorta recurring. so you know whatever they decided to take my birthcontrol away till i have an appointment with dr angelo ok w/e its stupid though bc the reason they are doing to is bc they say its making me fat... thats a fucking story in itself, im fat? me ok then how is it im taller then all of them n still weigh less? how is it my pants are gettign baggy on me not tight? AND AND bc they care they tell me im pretty not beatutiful but pretty enough but im letting myself go and at the rate in going im gonna be a fat house wife. WTF we go from my weight to my carrer in ONE sentence. AND THEN they decide to tell me im having sex bc i have no self confidence, ok if i didnt have any would i let a guy see me? no. nut you know they dont know why i wouldnt have any because its not their fault oh no they only trash me every fucking chance they get. but no no it nothing to do with them bc they are doing everything right and you no im used messed up. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i want them away from me, im calling rick about moving in with them. OH speaking of moving, yes i want out of camp hell [the house] bc im waiting 4 prince charming to let me move in with him, WTF not everything i do is bc a guy i do things for me to but nope not ashley bc she "belongs on a coner in NY hiking up her skirt looking for the next customer" wel thanks, no why could i get a self esteem problem it would have nothing to do with them. oh and they r sending to a shrink i hate to be the one to say it but THE PERSON CANT TELL THEM EVERYTHING I SAY ITS THE PATIENT DOCTOR CONFEDENTIALITY THING IM 16 ITS IN EFFECT FOR ME... SO THEY CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES.....
ok im getting to mad so i have to stop typing or else it could be bad...