Dec 27, 2004 09:13
go tcaught sneaking out again, damn it, o well what r you gonna do, they are ready to ship me off to good ol canada. such fucking fun yeah this is what i wanted a while ago but that was before some things happened. good things, anf yeah the family still sucks but whatever. ummm they want to pull me from med sci bc my sexaul activity is bc of freehold high schoool, you know people in other schools dont have sex. riiiiiiiggghhhtttt. but anyway then they decided it was bc the crowd i hang out with, me "umm i dont know how you can think that im the only non virgin in that group. Ah ha another one im lowering mself bc im having sex. wtf sex dosent make u less of a person. or their next theory im having sex to punish myself, umm hint im not im having sex bc i like the guy and it feels good, if sex is a punishment then i think i like being in trouble. lol. ehh i really dont care what they say or do anymore, the best part is they now intend to tell my godfather who will in good probability try to kill me now that its an open fact im not a virgin. so people randomly check in on me if im alive, thanks.
you know as someone pointed out if i move in with my father even though i hate him ill get away with what i want bc he dosent give a shit about me so itll be like being free from parental control 2 years early. you know something i just might do that.