Happy Birthday to me...
29 years old today. It should be a great day, so many people 'wishing' me a Happy Birthday. But honestly, I feel broken, empty, and depressed. I didn't want to get out of bed. I don't want to see, or talk to people. The only reason people remember is because of Facebook. I really feel easily forgotten. Just another social media reminder. I am no where I thought I would be in life. I have a job that I have been doing for over 8 years, stuck in an endless cycle of customer complaints, and trying to fix them. A crappy apartment that is not worth the money we spend to live there. The love of my life, who doesn't seem to want to be more than just living with me. I know he loves me too, but, I actually want to get married, and have kids. He says he wants to get married and have kids as well, but after 10 years of being together, I need more than just words. Anyway i hope everyone has a great day!
Xoxo