BESTY.
Amongst all the days that i get receive an email from my bestfriend, it happened today. Today where everything had seemed wrong, everything's such a mess and i feel like letting go to so many things. Yes, besty, your email just came on cue.. and for that, i really love you! :) You really know when i need you, don't you? *hugs*
I've always believed that to get through something, you first need to go with the flow and let it take you whichever course it'll take.. and from where you may land, you pick up all the pieces and start from there.
But what if the flow starts to change into rapids? And going with the flow means getting hurt and all bruised up? What are the other options that you could possibly have at hand? 'Cos my brain's all used up and I can't think of anything, anymore.
Haaaaaay. Can't things just work out? Or can't they just go and screw up one at a time, at the very least?
Oh besty, why'd you have to go and move to California anyway? Or better yet, why didn't you just take me with you then? 'Cause things surely seem a lot easier when i get to share all my problems with you.. and now you're just miles away, and have no idea of what's happening right now. Come back home. I need my bestfriend.
*sobs*
P.S. not to ruin the emotional overdose that this entry possesses, but.. can someone tell me what song has the words "..and everything's a mess" in it? bigla ko kasi naisip na may ganong song eh.. or am i just hallucinating? haha! thanks! :)