HA!
I generally do not allow myself to be smug or malicious. Neither quality is appealing in a person. Today's temporary and very minor change of behaviour feels like quite a release inside my head. I'm really hyperactive. It's amazing. Yesterday I couldn't cope with my own thoughts, but right now I don't feel ill! I'm going to dance around my room to Crass, drink tea, eat chocolate biscuits and leave a trail of crumbs in the pattern of the twitching, snapping neurons pulsating in my cerebral cortex. And I'm going to burn some dogs for a laugh.