May 17, 2011 01:51
This month has been a strange one for my sensibilities. I'm pausing to consider my relationships with the people around me and trying to discover what they truly mean to me.
I feel like somewhere along the line, I misjudged one of my friendships. For better or worse, I'm still not sure. I am only particularly certain that I not certain about my relationship with him. Or what I thought it was. Or if it is intended to be more.
And by the time I come full circle in my confusion, I have to wonder if I will be too late. Or if I was already too late six years ago.
Kiku clicked the "submit" button under his anonymous blog, fairly certain that none of his friends or acquaintances, online or in Liberty, knew of his alternate, slightly more personal username. It was one of the few things he was feeling confident of, at the moment...
forever alone,
depression,
netherlands,
blog,
loooooooooove is in the air