"6 Months to Live"
When i hear that saying, i think of movies, and stories i have seen on tv. Not real life. Well i had the chance to hear it out of my sisters mouth.
My sister called me at 8:12pm tonight to tell me that my grandma has no longer than 6 months to live. The cancer has gotten so bad it is taking over her lungs. There is no chance of them being able to do kemo or radiation because of how bad it is. My grandpa is taking it alot harder than what my uncle kenny thought he would. My uncle said right now he is too scared to leave my grandpa alone for too long. My grandma is taking it really well and said that she is not scared to die.
I don't know whats harder, knowning that someone is going to die and just waiting for it to happen, or finding out someone passed away with out knowing before hand.
What am i suppose to do, sit back and waite? I can't its going to eat me alive. Ever since i heard the news, i haven't sleeped well, i haven't eaten much, and my stomachs been out of wack. Everytime i think i am going to be able to handle it, i break down and cry.
I have to be strong for my mom, but who is going to be strong for me?
My sister called me at 8:12pm tonight to tell me that my grandma has no longer than 6 months to live. The cancer has gotten so bad it is taking over her lungs. There is no chance of them being able to do kemo or radiation because of how bad it is. My grandpa is taking it alot harder than what my uncle kenny thought he would. My uncle said right now he is too scared to leave my grandpa alone for too long. My grandma is taking it really well and said that she is not scared to die.
I don't know whats harder, knowning that someone is going to die and just waiting for it to happen, or finding out someone passed away with out knowing before hand.
What am i suppose to do, sit back and waite? I can't its going to eat me alive. Ever since i heard the news, i haven't sleeped well, i haven't eaten much, and my stomachs been out of wack. Everytime i think i am going to be able to handle it, i break down and cry.
I have to be strong for my mom, but who is going to be strong for me?