guess I have a lot of updating to do
but I am not sure where to even start... I have been sick for so long but I can say I am finally getting better... my throat doesnt hurt too much right now... well, didnt till I just sneezed anyways... my aunt said I either had tonsilitis or strep... hurt to incredibly much... couldnt eat or barely even drink for like 4 days... lost 5lbs... granted thats really not a good way to lose weight so now I am 119 lbs... Corey has been staying at my house... think (counting today) he's been home maybe 3 days out of 2 weeks... My parents are talking about letting him stay in my sisters old room...my parents love corey its great lol... Corey told me that he loved me :) I took him home the one night and we went in and up to his room and watched a movie then I had to leave (i forget why lol) he walked me out my car we were kissing then he gave me this huge hug and pulled me close and said "good night, cutie, I love you" ::sigh:: I told him I loved him too :) Wed. night I had to work... when I came home went up stairs and he cleaned and straightend my room up for me and vaccumed the floor... he's such a sweetie :) and in 5 days it will be one month for him and I :) the whole time I was sick he was taking such good care of me :) Gotta say this time with Corey is actaully having me wonder if I did actaully love Jon, I mean at the time I thought I did... but the feelings are so much different with Corey so much stronger... when Corey told me he loved me I said it right back with ease... when Jon told me... it took me another day or so to actaully respond and say it back... dont know if it was just the shock of hearing for the first time or that I wound up convinicing myself that I loved him with out relizing it... if that makes any sense at all... love is confusing... all I know is it is so much stronger with corey.... Gotta say he's 100x better at everything then Jon was too haha... Corey and I still havent had sex yet so dont think that... but yea... sorry wont go into detail and get all TMI on you lol.... just yea.... he makes me happy :)