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Dead man on campus
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Drabble #1, for minotaurs, who always knows just what to request. In this case, Josh/Cooper and first kisses. Written while listening to Pretty (Ugly Before) by Elliott Smith, which comes to you courtesy of gem225.
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/370771.html#cutid1 Prompt #4 came from trevorfrost, who asked for Josh/Cooper and someone waking someone else. This is really silly. Possibly to the point of stupid. It's been a long day, so I'm a bad judge. 836 words
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/475896.html#cutid2 Ficlets #8 and 9, for wirrrn, who requested DMOC and Kerr/Fehr.
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/369725.html#cutid2 IX. Prompt: snow fight by Caroline Crane
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/484042.html#cutid2 Ficlet Six: for aerialbard, who requested Josh/Cooper and the following line: "You mean you were drunk?"
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/315749.html#cutid2 Ficlet #11: Dead Man on Campus. Josh/Cooper, for creedcascade.
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/359848.html#cutid3 And I'll Return by Caroline Crane
Summary: The nightmares still haven't stopped.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013231/desiderium.slashcity.net/andillreturn.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html All Its Connotations by Caroline Crane
Summary: People are still talking, Josh just isn't listening. Written for the Yuletide New Year's Resolution Challenge.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013251/desiderium.slashcity.net/connotation.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html All I Want by Caroline Crane
Summary: Christmas fluff.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012133/desiderium.slashcity.net/alliwant.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html As Simple An Act by Caroline Crane
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/132987.html#cutid1http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Bells Will Be Ringing by Caroline Crane
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220001534/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/bells1.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20101220001534/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/bells2.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20101220001534/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/bells3.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Best-Laid Plans by Caroline Crane
Summary: The boys' first night in their new apartment.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012925/desiderium.slashcity.net/bestlaidplans.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Burn by Caroline Crane
http://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/viewstory.php?sid=25267http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html____________________________________________
Clueless series
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Pairing: Josh/Cooper
Some people take longer to figure things out than others.
Part 1
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220001534/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Clueless.txtPart 2
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220002648/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Clueless-pt2.txthttp://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/viewstory.php?sid=35216 Hands
Summary: A fluffy precursor to smut, in which Cooper discovers a new obsession.
Follows "Clueless".
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220002926/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Hands.txthttp://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/viewstory.php?sid=35253 Touch
Summary: Cooper helps Josh figure out what he wants.
http://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/viewstory.php?sid=35255 Boyfriend
Summary: The night of the morning after brings a declaration of sorts.
http://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/viewstory.php?sid=35256____________________________________________
DMOC snippets by Caroline Crane
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/113418.html Evidence of Faith by Caroline Crane
Summary: Pickle discovers that you shouldn't put the cart before the horse.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013115/desiderium.slashcity.net/evidence.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Fireworks by Caroline Crane
Summary: Graduation day.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701001014/desiderium.slashcity.net/fireworks.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html____________________________________________
Spiral Series: (Complete)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Spiral
Summary: Cooper + Recreational Drug Abuse = Strange, strange musings about the nature of his relationship with Josh.
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220010956/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Trilogy-Spiral.txtCrash
Summary: Josh watches Cooper sleep and ruminates about the strange turn their friendship has taken.
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011108/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Trilogy-Crash.txtBurn
Summary: Josh takes Cooper home and they talk about what exactly happened at the club.
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011208/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Trilogy-Burn.txt____________________________________________
Fine Again by Animegirl1129
Summary:Coopers thoughts on what his nightmares are really about. Subtle hints of CooperJosh.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3569469/1/Fine_Againhttp://csi-sanders1129.livejournal.com/12397.html?#cutid1 Josh by ferns_fic
http://community.livejournal.com/dmoc_slash/942.html#cutid1 In Your Arms. by Caffre
Summary: It's the end of the world. Where would you rather be?
http://www.squidge.org/~peja/deadmanoncampus/InYourArms.htm ____________________________________________
Last Calls Series: (Complete)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Last Calls and First Kisses IV (PG13)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013848/desiderium.slashcity.net/lastcalls4.htmlPart 4 of my "Last Calls" series. Cooper gets drunk and Josh takes care of him.
Blind (R)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000919/desiderium.slashcity.net/blind.htmlSequel to Last Calls and First Kisses IV. Angst. Bad language. M/M kissing. Girlfriend problems. Not necessarily in that order. Somehow this turned into a series and then got all dark on me. Go figure. So part three will be along eventually, possibly followed by a part four. God have mercy on my pathetic soul.
Messed Up (R)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013426/desiderium.slashcity.net/dmoc.htmlSequel to Blind. More angst. More bad language. More gratuitious use of the F word proves that I need to lay off the Jay/Silent Bob slash. More M/M kissing. More girlfriend problems, and a huge lead-in to parts four, five and most likely six.
Turned Around (PG13)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000718/desiderium.slashcity.net/turnedaround.htmlSequel to Messed Up. Josh does some thinking, and Cooper takes matters into his very incapable hands. Pickle gets caught in the middle.
Full Tilt (R)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012649/desiderium.slashcity.net/fulltilt.htmlSequel to Turned Around. The boys talk about a few things and Cooper acts eerily grown-up.
Point of Reference (PG)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012724/desiderium.slashcity.net/pointofreference.htmlSequel to Full Tilt. Josh suffers through a mandatory therapy appointment and puts a few things in perspective.
Gotta Tell You (R)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012759/desiderium.slashcity.net/gottatellyou.htmlSequel to Point of Reference. Drunken confessions.
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Like you were ever a Scout by Caroline Crane
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/447224.html#cutid1 Marked by Caroline Crane
Summary: Josh loses a bet.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000939/desiderium.slashcity.net/marked.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Mistaken by Animegirl1129
Summary:A case of mistaken identity leads to Cooper living his worst nightmare
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4193876/1/Mistakenhttp://csi-sanders1129.livejournal.com/89526.html#cutid1http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html____________________________________________
Miles Away Series
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Miles from Nowhere
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000818/desiderium.slashcity.net/milesfromnowhere.htmlCooper angst as he contemplates how many ways he's managed to screw up his life in the course of one night. I don't know where this story came from or if it's even worth posting, but I'm pretty much stalled on both my series right now so I was just happy to get Cooper to work with me. It was supposed to be a one-shot but it ended differently than I'd planned so it might just sequel on its own. Like I don't have enough to do.
Far From Home
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012814/desiderium.slashcity.net/farfromhome.htmlCooper wakes up in a strange hospital and starts to face the consequences of running away from his problems. This is a different Mrs. Frederickson than I usually stick Cooper with, but I figured I'd give him a break on the Mom front for once.
What I Know Now
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013346/desiderium.slashcity.net/whatiknownow.htmlCooper's parents force him to face his mistakes without realizing that's what they're doing.
Like Any Other Day
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013643/desiderium.slashcity.net/anyotherday.htmlThe first day of classes brings Cooper face to face with the past he's been trying to forget.
Familiar Ground
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013702/desiderium.slashcity.net/familiarground.htmlWe meet Cooper's dealer and he runs into a familiar face from the past. As far as I know the members of Kiss My Ass never had names (and I should know considering how many times I've seen this movie). So in honor of my old pal Jon I'm just borrowing his name. Mostly because he looks a little like the tall blond guy from the band. If you'd like a visual aid you can find a screen capture of him in the Media section on page 3.
Altered States
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012839/desiderium.slashcity.net/alteredstates.htmlThis is the official beginning of the Cooper/other portion of this series. If that's a problem for you, I completely understand. I know how attached people can get to a certain pairing, but if it makes you feel any better you should keep in mind that I'm one of those people that generally won't read other pairings besides the ones I love. In this part of the series Cooper accepts Jon's invitation.
Additionally, it’s been brought to my attention (quite some time ago) by alert reader Gina that there’s a novelization of “Dead Man on Campus” that gives names to the members of Kiss My Ass. According to Gina ‘the players of Kiss My Ass are Luke, who played bass, and Sky, on the drums.’ That leaves one unnamed band member, since there were four of them. I don’t know if there’s a name for guy #4 in the book, but since I’ve already called him ‘Jon’ I’ll just stick with that name. I’d have to look at the movie again to see which instrument he played. I can’t remember if Tall Blond Guy is on guitar or bass. I can’t believe there’s a novelization of this movie. I can’t believe I didn’t know that before now. Anyway, thanks to Gina for the info, stuff like that is always greatly appreciated. I hope it’s cool with everyone if I just stick with the name I gave the character in question. I don’t know if he’ll be around for that long or not, kind of depends on how the next few parts of this series go.
Every Chance Meeting
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012839/desiderium.slashcity.net/alteredstates.htmlCooper wakes up with a hangover and a whole new set of complications.
Never Been So Alive
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013727/desiderium.slashcity.net/soalive.htmlA date and another chance meeting.
Sun in My Eyes
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000758/desiderium.slashcity.net/suninmyeyes.htmlCooper doesn't handle his drugs as well as he used to, and an unexpected person comes to the rescue.
Invictus
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013949/desiderium.slashcity.net/invictus.htmlCooper's never been very good at communicating.
Five Steps Down
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000422/desiderium.slashcity.net/fivesteps.htmlThe boys try to make some sense out of what's happened between them.
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Murmur Of Water by Caroline Crane
Summary: Floating.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013200/desiderium.slashcity.net/murmur.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html No Resemblance Whatsoever by Caroline Crane
Summary: Josh is clueless. Cooper's clueless too, so Rachel decides to do something about it.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012905/desiderium.slashcity.net/noresemblance.htmlhttp://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/viewstory.php?sid=23012http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Other Shores by Caroline Crane
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/115818.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20040124103612/desiderium.slashcity.net/othershores.htmlfirst part lips like sugar
http://web.archive.org/web/20040124122321/http://desiderium.slashcity.net/lipslikesugar.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Passing Time by Animegirl1129
Summary:They all know that Josh's studying is pointless, so why does he do it?
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4290372/1/Passing_Timehttp://csi-sanders1129.livejournal.com/106915.html#cutid1http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html The Product of Drunken Reassurance by Caroline Crane
Summary: Josh loses a night and Cooper helps to jog his memory.
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/DrunkenReassurance.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Reason by Animegirl1129
Summary:Cooper's father is not as hateful and oblivious as expected
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3920163/1/Reasonhttp://csi-sanders1129.livejournal.com/41600.html#cutid1 Right by Fern
http://community.livejournal.com/dmoc_slash/1158.html#cutid1 Rumors by Caroline Crane
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220003852/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Rumours-pt1.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Rumours-pt2.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/rumors3.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Rumours-pt4.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Rumours-pt5.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Rumours-pt6.txthttp://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/Rumours-pt7.txthttp://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/categories.php?catid=2822http://web.archive.org/web/20070701001134/desiderium.slashcity.net/rumors1.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Senior Year by Caroline Crane
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000929/desiderium.slashcity.net/eyeswideopen1.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204455/desiderium.slashcity.net/eyeswideopen2.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204535/desiderium.slashcity.net/wheninrome1.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204445/desiderium.slashcity.net/wheninrome2.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204646/desiderium.slashcity.net/wheninrome3.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204409/desiderium.slashcity.net/falling1.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204013/desiderium.slashcity.net/falling2.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204500/desiderium.slashcity.net/noir1.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204115/desiderium.slashcity.net/noir2.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204636/desiderium.slashcity.net/noir3.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204505/desiderium.slashcity.net/smalltownboy1.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204420/desiderium.slashcity.net/smalltownboy2.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204530/desiderium.slashcity.net/smalltownboy3.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204051/desiderium.slashcity.net/smalltownboy4.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070712204249/desiderium.slashcity.net/smalltownboy5.htmlhttp://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/747718.html#cutid1http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/tag/series%3A%20senior%20yearhttp://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/series.php?seriesid=102http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Sick of Myself by Caroline Crane
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000342/desiderium.slashcity.net/sickofmyself.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Stoned by Caroline Crane
Summary: Cooper tries to cheer up Josh after Rachel breaks up with him.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013627/desiderium.slashcity.net/stoned.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Study Break by Caroline
Summary: Everybody needs to take a break sometime.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000618/desiderium.slashcity.net/studybreak.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html____________________________________________
The Curtainverse Series:
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html II. Cooper - two years pre-Bells Will Be Ringing (798 words)
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/551291.html#cutid2 Bells Will Be Ringing
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000317/desiderium.slashcity.net/bells1.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000859/desiderium.slashcity.net/bells2.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701012704/desiderium.slashcity.net/bells3.htmlFuture fic. Five years after Cooper leaves Daleman he goes to a wedding and sees all his old friends again, which brings up a lot of issues Josh and Cooper had both been trying to bury. Complete.
As Simple An Act
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701001109/desiderium.slashcity.net/simple.htmlDomestic tranquility. Two guys, a couple kids, your basic curtain fic. I'm calling this part of the "Bells Will Be Ringing" universe, meaning it's a futurefic of a futurefic. And if you're not confused enough, I might be writing more in this vein eventually.
Children and All That Jazz
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013802/desiderium.slashcity.net/children.htmlPart of a trio of ficlets written for someone's birthday. This takes place within the Curtainverse, set after "Bells" but before "As Simple An Act". I imagine I'll be jumping around in this universe from time to time, but I'll try to keep it from being confusing.
more here
http://carolinecrane.livejournal.com/tag/series%3A%20bells____________________________________________
The More Things Change Series: (Complete)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html The More Things Change
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013928/desiderium.slashcity.net/thingschange.htmlJosh is concerned about Cooper, and Cooper's annoyed with Josh. Basically a conversation about a homemade bong.
A Friend In Need
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701001009/desiderium.slashcity.net/friendinneed.htmlSequel to The More Things Change. Josh has had a week to reevaluate his relationship with Cooper, and he wants to talk, but Cooper's not in the mood.
Fear of Falling
http://web.archive.org/web/20070704200944/desiderium.slashcity.net/fearoffalling.htmlSequel to A Friend in Need. When the boys wake up together they have to figure out what's going on between them and where to go next.
The More Things Stay the Same
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000909/desiderium.slashcity.net/staythesame.htmlDenouement.
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The Last To Know by Fern
http://ferns-fic.livejournal.com/5564.html#cutid1 ____________________________________________
The Sorrow Series: (Complete)
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html Goodbye to a Stranger
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012614/desiderium.slashcity.net/goodbyestranger.html Learning Curve
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000538/desiderium.slashcity.net/learningcurve.htmlFollows Goodbye to a Stranger. Cooper learns a little about Josh's father and why Josh didn't want him to come home with him in the first place.
The Other Side of Sorrow
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701013140/desiderium.slashcity.net/otherside.htmlFollows Learning Curve. A funeral. Comfort sex. Lots of not talking about what's on everybody's minds. Oh, and I should point out that I don't condone getting high and driving. I know a lot of people that do it on a regular basis and that doesn't make it right, but I have a feeling Cooper would be one of those people. So yes, I know I put him behind the wheel after smoking a joint, and no, I don't think that's ever a good idea. End of PSA, and now on to your regularly scheduled reading.
Head Held High
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000839/desiderium.slashcity.net/headheldhigh.htmlFollows The Other Side of Sorrow. Josh and Cooper take Josh's sister out for the evening to get her mind off things and Cooper meets some of the locals.
That Kind of Morning
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701012920/desiderium.slashcity.net/thatkindofmorning.htmlFollows Head Held High. More comfort sex (sort of) and a discovery that leads to Cooper questioning everything he thought he knew.
The Road Home
http://web.archive.org/web/20070712204104/desiderium.slashcity.net/roadhome.htmlFollows That Kind of Morning. Cooper deals badly with the consequences of his fight with Josh, and Josh tries to work it out. This is the final installment in the series.
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Tropical Heat Wave by Caroline Crane
Summary: This is what happens when I get a showtune stuck in my head. I don't have any other excuse. It sounded like a cute idea when I thought it up.
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000653/desiderium.slashcity.net/heatwave.htmlhttp://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.html____________________________________________
Untitled Series by Caroline Crane
http://web.archive.org/web/20070701000302/desiderium.slashcity.net/slash.htmlLast Calls and First Kisses
Summary: Cooper gets drunk and Josh takes care of him.
Spoilers: Mmm...not really, this is sort of post-movie AU but it does allude
to relationships created during the movie.
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220012304/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/LastCalls.txt Blind
Summary: Sequel to Last Calls and First Kisses, in which Cooper deals with a
hangover and Josh stumbles onto his roommate in a compromising situation.
Sequel to "Last Calls & First Kisses"
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/LastCalls-Blind.txt Messed Up
Summary: Josh's reaction to what he saw outside the party and Cooper's
attempt to put things right. More girlfriend problems for Josh and no real conclusion.
Sequel to "Blind".
Spoilers: It's Movie fic, of course it has spoilers
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/LastCalls-MessedUp.txt Turned Around
Summary: Josh does some thinking and Cooper takes matters into his very
incapable hands. Pickle gets caught in the middle, poor bastard. Sequel to "Messed Up".
Spoilers: Uh, it's Movie Fic, so yeah, spoilers.
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/LastCalls-TurnedAround.txt Full Tilt
Summary: Josh and Cooper talk a few things out and Cooper acts eerily grown-up. I know.
He's not as immature as he likes to pretend. Sequel to "Turned Around".
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/LastCalls-FullTilt.txt Point of Reference
Summary: Josh talks some things out with his therapist and makes a few revelations.
Sequel to "Full Tilt".
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/LastCalls-FullTilt.txt Gotta Tell You
Summary: The guys force Cooper to get out in a desperate attempt to cheer him up.
When Josh shows up the boys finally get a chance to talk things out.
Sequel to "Point of Reference".
http://web.archive.org/web/20101220011335/http://movieslash.allmyfault.org/LastCalls-GottaTellYou.txt ____________________________________________
With You Tonight by Animegirl1129
Summary:Getting back to school had never been one of Coopers first thoughts upon leaving for winter break. In fact, that was usually the last thing on his mind. However, this year, he had Josh.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3613215/1/With_You_Tonighthttp://csi-sanders1129.livejournal.com/13449.html