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Dear LiveJournal, I am truly sorry for abandoning you. I had the urge for change, but as you can see, I need you and now I am crawling back to you. Please forgive me. Love, Nicole
Wow. So much has changed since I last wrote in this. All that seems like such a long time ago.
I feel as if I never can really tell how I truly feel to anybody. I have some sort of disability. I have a fear of how that person will react. I am afraid there will be overwhelming negitivity and I cannot deal with that. So I always go along with everything, and I just end up being unhappy. I am afraid I will hurt the person, so I just ignore it. I don't think this is good for me. This is one thing I don't think I will ever be able to change. I think I have too much compassion for a person's feelings...especially if the intentions are extremely admirable.
Wow. So much has changed since I last wrote in this. All that seems like such a long time ago.
I feel as if I never can really tell how I truly feel to anybody. I have some sort of disability. I have a fear of how that person will react. I am afraid there will be overwhelming negitivity and I cannot deal with that. So I always go along with everything, and I just end up being unhappy. I am afraid I will hurt the person, so I just ignore it. I don't think this is good for me. This is one thing I don't think I will ever be able to change. I think I have too much compassion for a person's feelings...especially if the intentions are extremely admirable.