Its the water cycle
..why do i read this stuff.. im sure your life would be easier if i didnt... when will it finally not affect me, or when will it just be ok... maybe if i figured out how to stop loving you... despite the time that passed and the minutes flown by... i feel like some where i just havent changed. The pain so fresh, the tears so wet, when will just pass away. The day will come, this entry a sign of that, when it will happen, but i just hope that i will be ready, and if not i wonder what will become of me. It makes me want to run and turn around.. obviously most pain does, but this just holds on makes you wonder really what was right and what was wrong. Oye i can handle this, and i have no one to turn to, my own choosing my own desire, that which i knew would be my own downfall. I cant let go... or maybe i dont want to.. but either way it just seems as if i wont. The tears so fresh they never seem to fade... why... when will it change... and now the time has come for me to be unalbe to handle it... you were there i was blind, you got thru it... and i have entered... i hate the wretched sadness for the weakness and the pain, and yet even more my withdrawl from the formers is that which brings in down in rain. GOMEN
When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
(Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight)
It's hard to let it go
...
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"
I love you i suppose forever it will stay only in my heart.