*($#$#*(^"><$#%*$&%$*$#@!!!!!
What the Hell is Freakin' WRONG with me?!
I'm happy one bit then depressed the next. I hate this. GREAT now I'm angry at my mood swings! *rolls eyes* I soooooooo need some manual labor or some hunting, maybe fishing even though it is more passive. Some time for me to have my body occupied so my mind can work things out...Like "What the HELL am I getting myself into?!" and "Is that what I really want?" and "Why can't my life be a bit easier?" and "Why did I want to do something productive with my life?"
And I soooo need someone to talk to about this. I'm not sure who though. *frowns* All my natural best friends (those of the best friends circle that I automatically clicked with) are occupied with things...How come I'm always there for people when they need me even when it in not convenient for me, but when I need someone the most, no one comes running to me because they are busy or have better things to do?
I'm happy one bit then depressed the next. I hate this. GREAT now I'm angry at my mood swings! *rolls eyes* I soooooooo need some manual labor or some hunting, maybe fishing even though it is more passive. Some time for me to have my body occupied so my mind can work things out...Like "What the HELL am I getting myself into?!" and "Is that what I really want?" and "Why can't my life be a bit easier?" and "Why did I want to do something productive with my life?"
And I soooo need someone to talk to about this. I'm not sure who though. *frowns* All my natural best friends (those of the best friends circle that I automatically clicked with) are occupied with things...How come I'm always there for people when they need me even when it in not convenient for me, but when I need someone the most, no one comes running to me because they are busy or have better things to do?