Lost in the dark...I spun out so far

[mystia]

I need every mile and every obstacle to disappear.
I need to not be so scared that he will change his mind.
I need to not be so scared that he will leave me.
I need to not be so scared.

I have never been more committed to someone in my entire life.
I have never been so scared of losing someone.
I have never felt so helpless.

Last week I felt so disconnected from the world...and we were together just unable to speak.
I never want to imagine what would feel like in any other scenario.

I need to not be so scared.
I need to not be so scared.
I need....to breathe.