Jul 13, 2005 14:38
OMG Im seriously about to have an emotional breakdown. Im so fustrated right now and its over the tinniest things like the damn steam cleaner because this piece wont fit on it right, or i cant fit the damn bucket in the sink or the hose for the sink is broken so it makes this loud banging noise which makes the dogs think someone is at the door so they sit there and bark and i cant shutt them up so now i have a huge headake (been getting those a lot lately) and then they finally shut up after 20 minutes of nonstop barking and they start fighting and omg it just aggrivates me so much. Then I feel bad because Buddy is outside on his chain because he cant be around the other dogs because he might have ear mites and its so sad and it pisses me off because he seems so sad and the stupid vet people wont look at him earlier than tomarrow when his appointment is. And another thing thats bugging me is that I went to pay my tuition for fall classes ($1,047.33) and looked at books and I waited for about an hour for this lady to come back from her lunch break so I can talk to her about changing from a courses only student to a degree seaking/transfer student so I waited around for her and finally I asked the guy again when she will be back and he was like oh well she has a meeting now until 3 o'clock and it was 11am! I was like wtf I was so pissed. Now I have to find another time to go up there and do this when it should have been taken care of way back when. People these days. Always wanna make my life harder for me. Im so aggrivated I think Im gonna cry...I want to so bad to just curl up in a corner and cry until I cant cry anymore. And then to make it all worse everyone is so happy..they dont care that they dont talk to me anymore. They dont care that I left. "Who cares about Angie right? She hurt us, she lied, she pushed us away so we dont care." Thats how it goes right? Well what about forgivness? What about forgetting about the past and seeing that Ive changed, that Im willing to say Im sorry for the rest of my life..just to make it all better. And then to make it all worse Im having hella cramps! I feel like Im gonna pass out..fall right out of this chair. I can feel myself getting all hot, not being able to breath..soon Ill start to look pale and eventually the pain will stop, I'll be able to breath, color will come back to my face I wont feel like dieing until the next wave of pain comes sweeping into my life.
Angie
BTW I got my license today and made myself an in-state college student so Im officially an Indiana resident which cuts my tuition in half! Thank you lord!!
BTW again another thing that bugs me that in Indiana to get ur license, or even switch state licenses you have to take this damn test and in the first part u can only miss 1 question and in the second part u can only miss 3 questions or you fail! Bullshit that is. I had to take it twice to pass it. Fuckers!
BTW again Im officially a donor!! Its on my license and everything!!