I met someone, he's a nice guy, names Kenny. We're not dating, I dont want a boyfriend right now, plus he leaves in 2 months for boot camp for 3 months so. And theres another reason, but by now Im sure you can all guess that.... Anyways he's a nice guy, and a nice friend. And its nice to have someone to talk to, someone that listens, another person ( Read more... )

Today was the first day for my college classes. I had English today and it was suppose to last from 9-11:50am but because the books are on back order and no one can get them we got out at 10. Its a good class, lots of hot guys, lol. Teacher is dumb and I have a feeling Im going to get very aggrivated with her. But over all good class, seems easy. ( Read more... )

Im back from my trip to Florida, last time I went was so much better, even if I did get evacuated because of a hurricane. This time was shitty. I mean my dad is still a fucking asshole and my brother follows in his footsteps and he's a spoiled brat. My mom dont know how to stick up for herself, my grandpa had 1 major diabetic spell and feel and hit ( Read more... )

I went to michigan tuesday night because me and my sister had to drop the dogs off at the kennel since we are leaving for florida friday. I hung out with Tia and Robert tuesday night, that was interesting. Robert (which is gay) wanted to go to this gay club in lansing and it was stripper night so we were like what the hell, so we went there around ( Read more... )

Four days untill I leave for vacation and I managed to get myself sick. I feel like crap, I cant breath, I have a major head ake and I feel weak. Just my luck that this would happen. I guess I deserve it. Maybe it will become something serious and I'll die, wouldnt everyone just be so happy ( Read more... )

I was reading poems and I came apon one similar to this..I just changed the words ( Read more... )

When I used to close my eyes I used to be able to see myself in the future, happy, smiling, and with a family and a good successfull job. Now when I close my eyes I see myself sitting in my car at a park crying with a gun in my hands, then the next thing I see is my own funeral, people crying wondering "why? how could this happen? I never expected ( Read more... )

I listen to this song every day as I get ready to go to work, maybe one day Ill be able to say some of the stuff this song says ( Read more... )

only about 3 weeks untill I get to go to florida for a week and 4 days...lounging on the beach with a book all day in the sun, can you ask for anything better? How about a hot guy/girl next to you? LoL I wish. Ha. I went shopping today, well only got 2 things but I realized ever since Ive been working at Kohls I just want to spend, spend, spend my ( Read more... )

i know no one dont care about me which is why i say that shit, because what do I have to loose anymore? Nothing. As we can all see I have nothing, and probably never will. I will be some person working 7 days a week at a job I dont even like. Have a family, or at least a husband I dont love and never will...thats if I do get married, because as you ( Read more... )